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HAWTHORNE'S FIRST 
DIARY 

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BY 

SAMUEL T. PICKARD 

AUTHOR OF THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF 
JOHN GREENLEAF WUITTIER 




BOSTON AND NEW YORK 
HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY 

1897 



COPYRIGHT 1897 
BY SAMUEL T. PICKARD 
ALL- RIGHTS RESERVED 



PREFACE 

A DIARY kept by Nathaniel Haw- 
^^- thome during his residence at 
Raymond, Maine, came to light in Vir- 
ginia during the late civil war, and fell 
into the hands of a colored man named 
William Symmes, who, by a curious 
chance, was a companion of Hawthorne 
in his fishing and gunning sports on 
the shores of Lake Sebago. Symmes 
said he had the book from a Maine sol- 
dier whom he found in hospital. Be- 
cause of his boyish friendship for Haw- 
thorne, he so prized the Diary that he 
could not be induced to part with it. 
After holding it several years, he sent 
extracts from it to a Maine newspaper, 



PREFACE 

carefully avoiding, however, to furnish 
an address by which he or his treasure 
could be found. It has been ascer- 
tained that he died at Pensacola, Flor- 
ida, October 28, 1871. I have no doubt 
the Diary was in his possession at the 
time of his death, and it is reasonable 
to suppose that it is still somewhere in 
existence. It is my hope that the pub- 
lication of this little volume may lead 
to the second finding of it. 

There is so much of romantic inter- 
est attaching to the story of the life of 
the mulatto Symmes, that I venture to 
tell it, in connection with his account 
of his youthful association with Haw- 
thorne. The materials for this sketch 
have been gathered with much care 
from many sources. Every word of the 
Diary, preserved by the copying of 



PREFACE 

Symmes, i& given in these pages, and 
I have added explanatory and confirma- 
tory notes. 

It is only fair to say that there have 
been serious doubts in regard to the 
authenticity of the notebook, caused 
by the at first inexplicable mystery 
which enveloped the conduct of the 
man Symmes. I believe, however, that 
the internal evidence of the master's 
hand will convince all who read these 
pages that they have before them a gen- 
uine work by one of the greatest of 
American authors. Since the death of 
Symmes, facts have come to light which 
partially explain much that was before 
mysterious and even suspicious. 

I wish here to express my sense of 
obligation to Mr. Richard C. Manning, 
of Salem, a cousin of Hawthorne's, who 



PREFACE 

has assisted me in gathering the infor- 
mation here given to the public. He 
has in his possession many of the early 
letters of his cousin, and from these I 
am permitted to copy, for comparison 
of style with the Diary, and also to 
show Hawthorne's great love for his 
Maine home. 

S. T. P. 



CONTENTS 

CHAPTER PAGB 

I. The Home in Raymond i 

II. The Story of William Symmes . . 22 

III. Extracts from Diary 49 

Postscript 100 



LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS 



PAGE 

Union Church, Raymond, Mb. Formerly resi- 
dence of Hawthorne family, from a photograph 
taken in 1891, and now reproduced by permission 
of the Lothrop Publishing Co Prontisfiece 

The Images, Sebago Lake. From a photograph 
procured for this work by Mr. C. O. Stickney, 
Bridgton. Hawthorne's Cave is at the right of the 
rocks represented in this picture 10 

Flat Rock, Thomas Pond : Hawthorne's favorite 
fishing place. From a photograph taken in 1891, 
m possession of the Manning family, Salem ... 32 

Thomas Pond, Rattlesnake Mountain in the dis- 
tance. From a photograph taken from Flat Rock 
in 1891, in possession of the Manning family, Salem 8S 



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A 



CHAPTER I 

THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

LL who have attempted to write the isolation 
life of Hawthorne make little of "f^^^ 



what he himself considered a most im- '^'^^ 
portant portion of it, viz., his residence 
as a boy among the lakes and woods of 
Maine. His biographers do not agree 
among themselves as to the years which 
he spent in whole or in part in Ray- 
mond ; they say so little of this part of 
his life, that few readers would realize 
that practically during the whole of his 
"teens" his home was in a little hamlet 
in a peculiarly isolated region, surrounded 
by primeval forests, and in the midst of 



HAWTHORNE'S FIRST DIARY 

a lake country then little known to the 
outside world. He has himself said that 
he came to the shore of Lake Sebago 
when only eight or nine years old. He 
certainly had there a home — one of his 
homes — until he was about twenty-one. 
His fitting for college necessitated his 
coming out of this seclusion, and he 
prosecuted his preliminary studies for 
the most part in Salem, his native city. 
But during his vacations he came back 
every year to his home in the wilderness. 
His whole future life was so much influ- 
enced by his peculiar surroundings while 
a boy, that I think the story of his Maine 
residence deserves fuller treatment than it 
has as yet received. Some extracts from 
a diary kept by him in his boyhood, the 
full story of which is now for the first 
time told, give us a glimpse of his youth- 
ful environment which must interest all 
who have come under the spell of the 
genius displayed in his maturer work. 
His father, a shipmaster, died of yel- 



THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

low fever at Surinam, when he was four His 
years old. His mother went at once into another 
strict seclusion, and shunned society to 
the end of her long life, more than forty 
widowed years. She was therefore quite 
ready to agree to the suggestion of her 
brother, Robert Manning, to go into the 
Maine wilderness with her little family, 
a few years after the death of her hus- 
band. Nathaniel received an injury to 
his foot when eight or nine years of age, 
and was obliged to use crutches for a 
time. He later had an illness which 
compelled him to resume his crutches. 
As soon as he was strong enough he was 
taken to his new home. His uncle Rob- 
ert, who was at that time unmarried, paid 
the expenses of his education, including 
his college course. He went back and 
forth between Salem and Raymond, from 
about 1813 to 1825, when he graduated 
from Bowdoin College. The location of 
this Maine college is in the same county 
with Raymond. 

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In a slight autobiographical sketch pre- 
pared by Hawthorne in 1853, he has this 
His own to say of his life in Raymond : " When I 
account ^as eight or nine years old, my mother, 
"^ " with her three children, took up her resi- 
dence on the banks of the Sebago Lake, 
in Maine, where the family owned a large 
tract of land ; and here I ran quite wild, 
and would, I doubt not, have willingly 
run wild till this time, fishing all day 
long, or shooting with an old fowling- 
piece; but reading a good deal, too, on 
the rainy days, especially in Shakespeare 
and 'The Pilgrim's Progress,' and any 
poetry or light books within my reach, 
Those were delightful days ; for thai part 
of the country was wild then, with only 
scattered clearings, and nine tenths of it 
primeval woods. . . . Having spent so 
much of my boyhood and youth away 
from my native place, I had very few ac- 
quaintances in Salem, and during the nine 
or ten years that I spent there, I doubt 
whether so much as twenty people in the 
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THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

town were aware of my existence. . . , 
I would skate all alone on Sebago Lake, 
with the deep shadows of the icy hills on 
either hand. When I found myself far 
away from home, and weary with the ex- Winter 
haustion of skating, I would sometimes '^'^^ 
take refuge in a log cabin, where half 
a tree would be burning on the broad 
hearth. I would sit in the ample chim- 
ney, and look at the stars through the 
great aperture through which the flames 
went roaring up. Ah, how well I recall 
the summer days, also, when with my 
gun I roamed at will through the woods 
of Maine ! How sad middle life looks to 
people of erratic temperament ! Every- 
thing looks beautiful in youth, for all 
things are allowed to it then." 

Julian Hawthorne says that his father 
told him of many boyish experiences on 
the great Sebago Lake ; how he used to 
skate there in winter, and how, one day, 
he followed for a great distance, armed 
with his fowling-piece, the tracks of a 
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black bear, but without being able to 
overtake him. He was a good deal of a 
sportsman, and had all the fishing and 
hunting he wanted. 

In a letter to James T. Fields, written 
in 1863, Hawthorne says: "I lived in 
Maine like a bird in the air, so perfect 
was the freedom I enjoyed. But it was 
there I first got my cursed habits of soli- 
tude." This sentence of itself shows his 
own opinion of the biographical value of 
his boyish experience. It is the main 
object of this work to supply the link his 
biographers have missed. 
The lake A brief description of the region in 
region which Hawthorne spent so much of his 
youth, and of the places he mentions in 
his diary, may be given here. The town 
of Raymond is on the northeastern shore 
of Lake Sebago, and sends a long, curv- 
ing cape into its waters. This is known 
as Raymond Cape ; it is four miles long, 
and one mile in width. Its curve in- 
closes on its southeastern side a body of 
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THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

water called Jordan Bay. On its north- 
western side is Dingley Bay with its 
fourteen islands, which receives the wa- 
ters of Dingley Brook ; this brook is only 
about a mile in length, and is the outlet 
of Thomas Pond, a little lake, perhaps a 
mile wide. Sebago Lake, formerly called 
the Great Pond, is the last and largest 
of a chain of navigable lakes, thirty-one 
miles in length. It is itself fourteen 
miles long and eight miles broad. There 
is a series of smaller lakes, several of 
them larger than Thomas Pond, within 
the area of the town of Raymond. They 
have been given such names as Great 
Rattlesnake, Little Rattlesnake, and Pan- 
ther. The lofty head and rugged shoul- 
ders of Rattlesnake Mountain tower 
above these lakes and over wide meadows 
covered with a heavy growth of white 
oak. 

The house occupied by Hawthorne's 
mother was near the outlet of Dingley Dingley 
Brook, and on the opposite side of the ^^""^ 
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brook was the residence of her brother, 
Richard Manning. The store and mOl 
often mentioned in Hawthorne's journal, 
from which we are to give extracts, were 
close at hand ; a fall of fifteen feet in the 
brook gives a serviceable water-power at 
this point. The favorite fishing-place of 
young Hawthorne was at the head of the 
brook, where it flows from Thomas Pond. 
The large flat rock on which he sat goes 
by the name of " Nat's Rocki" It was 
the view from this point to which Consul 
Hawthorne referred in his talk with his 
old playmate, Symmes, when they met 
on a street in Liverpool. Among the 
Places places mentioned in the diary are " Pulpit 
mentioned Rock," " The Images," " Frye's Island," 
in diary g^^d " Muddy River." The great boulder, 
somewhat resembling a pulpit, is a mile 
from the Hawthorne house, easterly, on 
the road to Portland. At the southern 
extremity of the long narrow cape, pro- 
jecting into Sebago Lake, is a picturesque 
promontory known as " The Images ; " 
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THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

this is five miles southerly from the lit- 
tle hamlet which was the home of Haw- 
thorne's boyhood. It was on the road 
between these points that the Tarbox 
tragedy occurred, which, according to 
Symmes, was celebrated in verse by the 
young poet. Some figures painted by 
Indians were formerly to be seen upon 
the cliffs at the extremity of the cape. 
These were " The Images." A mass of '^The im- 
rocks rises perpendicularly to the height "•^" 
of about sixty feet, " then slopes upward, 
in jagged, broken shapes, to a still fur- 
ther height of thirty feet, with a few 
spots of greensward, where scraggy pines 
and stunted birches struggle for exist- 
ence, seemingly out of the solid rock." 
The water at the foot of the cliff is 
eighty-five feet deep. The legend is that 
Captain Frye, pursued by Indians, made 
a desperate leap from this cliff, and swam 
across to Frye's Island, where he con- 
cealed himself from the Indians in the 
dense forest. There is a cave at the 
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water line of the cliff, now called Haw- 
thorne's Cave ; a boat can sail into this 
cave twenty-five feet. It is said that this 
was a favorite retreat of Hawthorne's. 
He mentions a visit to this cave in his 
diary. 

Off the end of the cape, at a point 
nearly central in the lake, and visible 
from all its shores, is Frye's Island, with 
its thousand acres of primeval woods. 
At the northwestern corner of the lake, 
nearly west of Dingley Bay, is the 
mouth of "Muddy River," graphically 
described by Hawthorne, in his account 
of the fishing expedition. Midway be- 
tween Dingley Brook and Muddy River 
Song^o is the outlet of the famous Songo River, 
which has been celebrated in Longfel- 
low's verse, and in the prose of many 
noted tourists. This exceedingly crooked 
river, doubling upon itself many times, 
connects Sebago Lake and Brandy Pond, 
and gives a peculiar zest to the naviga- 
tion of these waters : — 



Hiver 




TJIE JMAGJ;S. .SLUAGO LAKE 



THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

" Nowhere such a devious stream, 
Save in fancy or in dream, 
Winding slow through bush and brake, 
Links together lake and lake." 

Richard Manning was the resident Hisun- 
proprietor and manager of the consider- "^^^ 
able tract of land in Raymond owned by 
his family. He buUt for himself a large, 
square mansion, with a hip roof, in the 
style that was then the fashion in his 
native Essex County. It was much finer 
in all its appointments than any house 
in that region. His brother Robert fre- 
quently visited Raymond, but kept the 
old home in Salem. When their sister, 
Mrs. Hawthorne, lost her husband, Rob- 
ert Manning assumed the care of the 
orphaned family. As the widow desired 
seclusion, he built for her at Raymond a 
house as large as Richard's, and in simi- 
lar style, except that it had not a hip roof. 
Hawthorne was eight or nine years old, 
as we have seen, when he first came to 
Maine. It was when he was ten years old, 



HAWTHORNE'S FIRST DIARY 

The Haw- in 1814, that the house was built for his 
thorne mother. He did not Hve there continu- 
""" ously, but for several months each year, 
until he graduated from Bowdoin College 
at the age of twenty-one. His mother 
and sisters were in their country home 
during most of the time when he was 
pursuing his studies at Salem and Bruns- 
wick. Mrs. Hawthorne had a flower gar- 
den, and a fine young orchard of apple- 
trees which were kept neatly trimmed and 
whitewashed. A row of butternut-trees 
also ornamented the place. After her 
return to Salem, the house was occupied 
as a stage tavern. By the will of Richard 
Manning, who died a few years later, it 
was provided that a church be built in 
the vicinity of his residence. His widow 
married Francis Radoux, a Frenchman, 
who suggested that this item of the will 
might be executed by remodeling the 
Hawthorne house into a church, as it was 
too large a house for any family likely to 
want it. This was done, but the in- 
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THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

tended economy was not realized ; for 
Radoux found that the cost of remodel- 
ing exceeded that which a new and more 
suitable meeting-house would have in- 
volved. The massive chimneys, which 
characterized all the dwellings of that 
period, were removed, and the floor be- 
tween the two stories, leaving only the 
outer shell of the building hallowed by 
so many memories. As there was no 
society to take charge of the church, it 
was dedicated as a free meeting-house, 
open to clergymen of all denominations ; 
and as "what is everybody's business is 
nobody's," there was no one to take care 
of the edifice now doubly sacred. For 
a time it seemed going to ruin, but now 
it is painted white and kept in excellent 
repair, both as to exterior and interior, 
and makes a neat and comfortable place 
of worship. 

A gentleman who when a boy lived Amigh- 
near the Hawthornes, was a playmate of *"'''•' ""• 
Nathaniel's, and who is mentioned by i""""""' 
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name in the diary from which extracts 
are to be found in another chapter, more 
than a quarter of a century ago gave 
the present writer his impressions of the 
family. He said : — 

"Mrs. Hawthorne was a feeble wo- 
man, and withal very reserved. She was 
a pious woman, and a minute observer 
of religious festivals, fasts, feasts, and 
Sabbath days. She was inclined, it 
was thought by her neighbors, to be 
somewhat aristocratic. But not so with 
Nat. He was a pleasant, lively, fun- 
loving boy, and had no enemies. He 
did much to make their home in Maine 
attractive." 

Mr. Richard C. Manning, of Salem, 
who is a son of Robert Manning, the 
uncle who defrayed the expenses of Haw- 
thorne's education, has in his possession 
a large collection of memorials of his dis- 
tinguished cousin, including many let- 
ters he wrote to his mother and sisters. 
From some of these, which refer to his 
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THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

life in Raymond, I am kindly permitted 
by Mr. Manning to quote. I give these 
specimens of his early letters for the 
purpose of comparison with the extracts 
from the diary of the same period, to be 
found in another chapter, as doubts have 
been expressed in regard to the genuine- 
ness of the diary. 

On the 24th of March, 18 19, he wrote 
from Raymond to his uncle Robert, in 
Salem : — 

Dear Uncle, — I suppose you have Seepage 
not heard of the death of Mr. Tarbox and ^9 
his wife, who were frozen to death on 
Wednesday last. They were brought 
from the Cape on Saturday, and buried 
from Captain Dingley's on Sunday. The 
snow is going off very fast, and I don't 
think we shall have much more sleighing. 
I hope we shall not, for I am tired of 
winter. You ordered me to write as well 
as I could, but this is bad paper. I am 
writing with a bad pen, and am in a 
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hurry, as I am going to Portland at noon 
with Mr. Leach. 

Your affectionate nephew, 

Nathaniel Hathorne. 
P. S. This paper is two cents a sheet. 

Homesick. On the 26th of July, 1 8 19, he* wrote 
at Salem £j.qjjj Salem to his uncle Robert in Ray- 
mond : " I know it is best for me to be 
up here, as I have no time to lose in get- 
ting my schooling. Sometimes I do have 
very hard fits of homesickness. I wish 
when you come, you would bring Ebe 
(his sister Elizabeth) with you, not for 
her sake, for I do not think she would be 
half so well contented here as in Ray- 
mond ; but for mine, for I have nobody 
to talk to but - . . and it seems lone- 
some here. There is a pot of excellent 
guava jelly now in the house, and one of 
preserved limes, and I am afraid they will 
mould if you do not come ; for it 's es- 
teemed sacrilege by grandmother to eat 
any of them now, because she is keeping 
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THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

them against somebody is sick, and I 
suppose she would be very much disap- 
pointed if everybody was to continue 
well, and they were to spoil. We have 
some oranges, too, which Isaac Burnham 
gave grandmother, which are rotting as 
fast as possible, and we stand a very fair 
chance of not having any good of them, 
because we have to eat the bad ones first, 
as the good ones are to be kept till they 
are spoiled also." 

In May, 1820, his uncle Robert was 
again in Raymond, and Nathaniel, fear- 
ing he would get out his gun and use it, 
cautions him, " It has a very large charge 
in it, and I guess it will kick" 

Again writing from Salem, under date Early let- 
of June 19, 1 82 1, he tells his mother how ^"'^ 
much he wishes to see her, but adds : — 

" I hope, dear mother, that you will 
not be tempted by my entreaties to re- 
turn to Salem to live. You can never 
have so much comfort here as you now 
enjoy. You are now undisputed mistress 
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of your own house ... If you remove to 
Salem, I shall have no mother to return 
to during the college vacations, and the 
expense will be too great for me to come 
to Salem. (This was written a few weeks 
before his college life began.) If you re- 
main at Raymond, think how delightfully 
the time will pass, with all your children 
round you, shut out from the world, and 
nothing to disturb us. It will be a sec- 
ond Garden of Eden. 

" ' Lo, what an entertaining sight 
Are kindred who agree.' 

Elizabeth is as anxious for you to stay as 
myself. She says she is contented to re- 
main here for a short time, but greatly 
prefers Raymond as a permanent place 
of residence. The reason for my saying 
so much on this subject is that Mrs. Dike 
and Miss Manning (an older sister of his 
mother) are very earnest for you to re- 
turn to Salem, and I am afraid they will 
commission uncle Robert to persuade 
you to it. But, mother, if you wish to 
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THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

live in peace, I conjure you not to con- 
sent to it. Grandmother, I think, is 
rather in favor of your staying." 

In March, 1820, he wrote to his sister His love 
Louisa from Salem : " Oh, that I had the f"^ ^^y- 
wings of a dove, that I might fly hence *""" 
and be at rest ! How often do I long 
for my gun, and wish that I could again 
savageize with you. But I shall never 
again run wild in Raymond, and I shall 
never be so happy as when I did. I 
hope mother wUl upon no account think 
of returning to Salem." 

In July of the same year, he wrote to 
his mother in Raymond : " I should like 
to come down with Mr. Manning to see 
you, but I suppose it is in vain to wish 
it." 

In August, 1 82 1, he wrote: "There 
are few people of so much constancy as 
myseK. I have preferred and still prefer 
Ra)rmond to Salem, through every change 
of fortune." 

The following incident of his college 
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College life is so characteristic of the boy Haw- 
^if' thorne, that it is worth relating here. I 

find it in the letters preserved by Rich- 
ard Manning. In 1822, near the close 
of his Freshman year, he was once found 
to be breaking the rules of the college 
by playing cards with some of his class- 
mates, but not for money. He was fined 
fifty cents by the faculty, and President 
Allen wrote to Mrs. Hawthorne, asking 
her to " cooperate with us in the attempt 
to induce your son faithfully to observe 
the laws of. the institution." He sug- 
gested that her son was less to blame 
than the person he played with ; he had 
been tempted by his associate to break 
the rules. In a letter to his sister, writ- 
ten at this time, Hawthorne gives his 
version of the affair, and is indignant 
over the intimation that he had yielded 
to temptation. He evidently wished to 
bear all the blame that belonged to him, 
and not to figure as a lamb led astray, 
especially when so near the glorious 



THE HOME IN RAYMOND 

estate of a Sophomore. He says : " I 
am full as willing to play as the person 
he suspects of having enticed me ; and 
would have been influenced by no one. 
I have a great mind to commence playing 
again, merely to show them that I scorn 
to be seduced by another into anything 
wrong." His college record indicates 
that his delinquencies were not at all seri- 
ous, and merely show that he took life 
jovially and carelessly. In October of 
the same year, he wrote : " The laws of 
the coUege are not too strict, and I do 
not have to study as hard as I did in 
Salem," 



CHAPTER II 

THE STORY OF WILLIAM SYMMES 

NEARLY thirty years ago there 
came into my hands certdn ex- 
tracts from what purported to be a diary 
kept by Hawthorne, written when he was 
a lad in his teens. In spite of many cir- 
cumstances which at the time seemed 
suspicious, the internal evidence of genu- 
ineness was so great, that these extracts 
were printed in a paper with which I 
was connected at Portland. There was 
at first what appeared to be unnecessary 
mystery about the personality of the 
correspondent who forwarded the notes. 
His letters came at long intervals, were 
First hint signed Only by the initials "W. S.," and 
of diary were postmarked at Alexandria, Vir- 
ginia. Efforts to communicate with him 



THE STORY OF WILLIAM SYMMES 

by letter proved unavailing, and I could 
only reach him by personal notes in my 
paper. He never received nor asked for 
money, nor replied to offers of compen- 
sation. In the last letter I received from 
him, in the summer of 1 871, he said he 
was soon coming to Maine, and would 
bring the old diary with him. In Novem- 
ber of that year came intelligence of his 
death, and no more was ever heard of the 
notebook, though some extracts, found 
copied among his papers left at Alexan- 
dria, came to hand nearly two years after- 
ward. Gradually some explanations of 
the mystery came to light, and confirma- 
tions of his story multiplied, until no rea- 
sonable doubt existed that we had before 
us the first indications Hawthorne ever 
gave of the genius which now irradiates 
our literature, and that they came to us 
from a playmate of his youth, into whose 
hands the diary had come in a romantic 
way. 

Our correspondent's name proved to 
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HAWTHORNE'S FIRST DIARY 

be William Symmes ; his story is in it- 
self full of interest, and from it can be 
gathered some of the reasons why there 
was so much that seemed mysterious in 
the matter of the diary. We did not 
know until after his death that he was a 
mulatto ; ignorance of this fact naturally 
tangled the clues by which we were 
searching for him in Virginia. This is a 
brief statement of the leading incidents 
Son of a of his life : He was born in Portland, 
noted Maine, in 1805, and was the natural son 
of a leading member of the Massachu- 
setts bar of that day, who gave him his 
own name. Upon the death of his father, 
the son, then two years old, was sent into 
the country, and was brought up as the 
foster son of Captain Jonathan Britton, 
of Otisfield, Maine, with whom he lived 
until twenty years of age. It was during 
these years that Nathaniel Hawthorne, 
who was one year older than Symmes, 
came to live in Raymond, an adjoining 
town. 

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THE STORY OF WILLIAM SYMMES 

Richard Manning was a gentleman of 
culture and refined tastes, somewhat 
aristocratic in his bearing, and found few 
associates in the sparsely settled region, 
which to this day is scarcely more popu- 
lous than at the beginning of this cen- 
tury. Britton was an unpolished and ec- Captain 
centric man, of much native ability, and ■*"''<'« 
became a frequent visitor at Manning's. 
His mulatto foster son sometimes accom- 
panied him, and there he met young 
Hawthorne, became his companion in 
gunning and fishing expeditions, and a 
lasting friendship existed between them. 
The district school was open to the 
young mulatto, and he availed himself of 
its advantages. His letters, which we 
give precisely as he wrote them, show 
how far he was from being illiterate. 
But I do not think he could have known 
of his paternal ancestry, for he spelled 
his name " Sims." At the age of twenty 
he went to sea as a common sailor, and 
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HAWTHORNE'S FIRST DIARY 

pool he was once cordially greeted by 
Consul Hawthorne. During our civil 
war he was a member of Colonel Baker's 
secret detective force. He died at Pen- 
sacola, Florida, October 28, 1871. Some 
further information in regard to him may 
be found in a postscript at the close of 
this volume. 

We will let him give his own account 
of the manner in which he came into 
possession of the early diary of his old 
playmate. In 1870 an article was going 
the rounds of the newspapers to the ef- 
fect that no one was then living at Ray- 
mond who remembered the boy Haw- 
thorne. The paper with which I was 
connected, the " Portland Transcript," 
having published this article, we soon 
received a letter from Alexandria, Vir- 
ginia, signed "W. S.," which is so full 
of interesting reminiscence of that part 
of Hawthorne's life of which his biogra- 
phers have made little account, that no 
excuse is needed for giving a liberal ex- 
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tract from it in this place. After men- 
tioning several reasons why the elderly- 
people of Raymond did not remember 
Hawthorne, he says : — 

" Another reason is, that these people Letter 
do not recognize the name when they /'"'"» 
hear it spoken or see it on paper. The ^y""""" 
universal pronunciation of the name in 
Raymond was Hathorne — the first syl- 
lable exactly as the word 'hearth' was 
pronoxmced at that time. I remember 
meeting in 1852, in Portland, Mr. Jacob 
Watkins, who lived within cannon-shot 
of the Richard Manning place, and knew 
the lad Hawthorne very well ; I said to 
him, ' Nat Hawthorne is becoming fa- 
mous.' He seemed puzzled, and said 
inquiringly, ' Nat who ? ' I answered, 
' That boy who used to live in your meet- 
ing-house with his mother, and fish out 
on that great flat rock at the outlet of 
Thomas Pond, and sit gazing for hours 
at a time across at your field and brick- 
yard.' 'Oh yes,' said the old gentleman, 
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'you mean Nat Hathorne,' sounding the 
• a ' as in bath. ' What of him ? ' I told 
him that ' Nat ' was becoming popular as 
a writer. The good old man said he had 
seen the name of a Mr. Hawthorne in 
the papers, but never suspected it was 
the name of young 'Nat Hathorne.' I 
lived with one of the few men who visited 
Richard Manning, and used to go there 
often with my foster father. Nat Haw- 
thorne and I were nearly of the same 
Thomas age and often played together. Thomas 
Pond Pond, a beautiful sheet of water, lay 
about a half a mile to the eastward of 
his mother's house, the outlet of which 
is the creek running between Manning's 
house and that of his sister. We used 
to go to the pond, and on a large flat 
rock, partly covered with water, fish for 
perch and minnows, and try our skill at 
throwing stones as far as we could into 
the pond. At that time there was a 
charming knoll, a few rods from the out- 
let, entirely clear of underbrush and com- 
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pletely surrounded by a growth of hand- 
some trees. Nat told me that his uncle 
Richard said the knoll was an Indian 
burying-ground. There were ridges hav- 
ing an artificial appearance, that he in- 
sisted were Indian graves. On one of Indian 
our excursions to the pond he read to ^''^" 
me some verses that he had written, the 
subject being the freezing to death of a 
Mr. Tarbox and wife, in a terrible storm. 
This happened in their immediate neigh- 
borhood. One of the little orphans, 
Elizabeth Tarbox, was adopted by Mrs. 
Richard Manning, and was treated with 
particular tenderness by little Nat. He 
also read to me some poetry of his upon 
another sad event, that happened at about 
that time, the drowning of the wife and 
infant of Mr. Nathaniel Knight.^ In 

1 In Griffith's Poets of Maine, p. io6, is given a 
ballad describing the Knight tragedy, and it is sug- 
gested that these were the verses written by Haw- 
thorne and recited to Sjrmmes. But it has been 
found that this was not the case ; they were the effu- 
sion of a local ballad-monger named Daniel Shaw. 
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crossing the bridge at Horsebeef Falls 
on the Presumpscot River, between Gor- 
ham and Windham, Mr. Knight's horse 
became unmanageable and backed the 
sleigh off the bridge, and Mrs. Knight 
was thrown from a great height, struck 
the water, and was carried under the ice 
below the falls. I cannot recall a single 
line of his poetry, but remember that he 
read with much feeling, and that I was 
near crying at his pathos, and told him 
his 'verses were terrible pretty.' Nat 
said he would not have his uncle Rich- 
Nafspo- ard see the poetry on any account, for 
'^''y- he would be sure to laugh. I remember 
saying with much emphasis, that ' if his 
uncle said anything against the verses he 
was no judge.' We could not have been 
more than ten years old, and I suspect I 
was not an eminent critic ; but it would 
be a satisfaction to hear those early pro- 
ductions of his read now, to know if they 
would touch the ear as they did then." 
[Symmes is mistaken as to the age of 
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the young poet ; he must have been fif- 
teen years old, for the Tarbox tragedy 
occurred March 17, 18 19. The Knight 
affair happened in 1807.] 

"After the age of twenty I went to Haw- 
sea, and have ever since been a wan- ^'"^"'"^ 

1 • -i-i • TT , manner 

derer, occasionally meeting Hawthorne 

by chance. He never forgot me, and 
once, after he graduated, came on board 
a vessel in Salem harbor and stayed with 
me two hours. I was then before the 
mast. I have heard people say Haw- 
thorne was cold and distant; if he was 
so, there was one of his youthful asso- 
ciates who, as the world goes, was not 
his equal socially, certainly not intel- 
lectually, who was never forgotten. The 
last time I saw him we were in Liver- 
pool ; he recognized me across the street, 
and ' hove me to.' We had a long talk, 
and he conversed in that easy, bewitch- 
ing style, of which he was perfect mas- 
ter when he pleased. I asked if he 
had ever been to Raymond since his 
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HAWTHORNE'S FIRST DIARY 

mother moved back to Salem. He an- 
swered : — ' 
Meeting " ' I have been there since, but have 
not a wish to go again, for soon after we 
left, uncle Richard rented the house to 
Colonel Eben Scribner, to keep a stage 
tavern ; everything I loved was neg- 
lected. Our fruit trees died, and the 
long row of butternuts that I watched 
with such solicitude are not inclosed, and 
now they have turned the. old mansion 
into a meeting-house. Uncle Richard is 
dead, and little Betsey Tarbox is mar- 
ried and gone from there. No,' my idols 
are destroyed, and I have no desire to 
revisit the places where the altars stood. 
But this I will tell you, that I have 
visited many places called beautiful in 
Europe and the United States, but have 
never seen the place that enchanted me 
like the flat rock at the outlet of Thomas 
Pond, from which we used to fish. In 
an October afternoon, just when the oak- 
trees put on their red coats, the view 
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from that spot, looking to the slopes of 
Rattlesnake Mountain, through the haze 
of Indian summer, was to me more en- 
chanting than anything I have since 
seen, and I have seriously thought of in- 
ducing some artist to go to Raymond in 
the pleasant autumn, to make for me a 
view from the rock where we used to 
play. I also wish that some curious per- 
son would open some of the Indian graves 
that I feel sure are there.' 

" Hawthorne said much more that I 
cannot recall. I parted from him for the 
last time in Liverpool." 

In further explanation of the misun- change of 
derstanding in regard to the name, it "'""' 
should be said, that the family name was 
spelled Hathome until 1825, when Na- 
thaniel graduated. He had found that 
the proper spelling was Hawthorne, and 
himself made the change. In his di- 
ploma, giving the degree of Bachelor of 
Arts, the name was spelled without the 
"w," and on this parchment is still to be 
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seen his partial erasure of the name as 
written by the college authorities, and 
his substitution of the new name he was 
to render famous. 
Betsey All the names and incidents mentioned 

Tarbox jjy Symmes have been verified, and a few 
years ago I found "little Betsey Tarbox," 
now a venerable matron. To her Haw- 
thorne was only a family tradition, for 
she was only four or five years old when 
she last saw the lad who remembered her 
so fondly thirty years later. His aunt, 
who had been as a mother to her, often 
spoke of Nathaniel, and she had heard 
from her of the diary he left at Ray- 
mond. The letter from which the above 
extract is given was followed, at an in- 
terval of six months, by one in which 
the first intelligence of the diary was 
vouchsafed. I copy Symmes's account of 
the somewhat romantic way in which it 
came into his possession. He wrote, as 
before, from Alexandria, and signed only 
his initials : — 

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" Since the first year of the late war First ac- 
I have been in this part of Virginia, and <:<»*"* of 
in 1863 became acquainted with several ""^ 
soldiers of the Twenty-fifth Maine Regi- 
ment, who were quartered in Fairfax 
County. Among them was a private 
named Small, to whom I rendered some 
service during an illness, and was one 
day inquiring what part of Cumberland 
he came from, as I had been informed 
that nearly all the regiment was raised 
in that county. He said his home was 
Raymond. I then asked him if he knew 
that Hawthorne, the author, lived there 
through his boyhood, but he seemed not 
to understand my meaning. I then ex- 
plained to him, but found he had never 
heard of the man. After thinking a few 
moments, he said, ' You remind me of 
something ; Frank Redo (the name as 
well as I can spell and remember it) 
moved a large lot of rich old furniture 
from the old Manning house to the Cap- 
tain Davis place several years ago. I 
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helped him to load and stow it away. 
There was a large mahogany bookcase 
and a lot of old books, and among them 
TTudi- one entirely in writing, and I feel sure 
ary found .the name of Hawthorne was on the out- 
side. I read portions^ and it was a jour- 
nal of some kind; it was filled with all 
sorts of witch and ghost stories, and a 
little of everything. Frank cared nothing 
for the book, and gave it to me. If no 
one has destroyed it, the thing is safe at 
home.' 

" I said, if the book was what he de- 
scribed it would be a prize to me ; and 
he promised if he got home alive he 
would certainly send it to me by ex- 
press. Thinking that he would perhaps 
forget the matter, I forgot it myself, but 
in the latter part of 1864 it came to me 
at Camp Distribution, by the Sanitary 
Commission Express, neatly done up and 
directed. I have it now, and shall keep 
it while I keep anything. This book was 
originally a bound blank one, not ruled, 
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and has been gnawed by mice or eaten 
by moths on the edges. On the first 
leaf, in a beautiful round hand, is written 
the following : — 

" ' Presented by Richard Manning, to his His un- • 
nephew Nathaniel Hathome, with the advice de'sgift 
that he write out his thoughts, some every day, 
in as good words as he can, upon any and all 
subjects, as it is one of the best means of his 
securing for mature years, command of thought 
and language. 

" ^ Raymond, June 1, 1816? 

" The book has about two hundred and 
fifty pages, and was about six by eight 
inches before it was gnawed. It is writ- 
ten throughout, the first part in a boyish 
hand, though legibly, and showing in its 
progress a marked improvement in pen- 
manship. 

" In his youth Hawthorne was much 
inclined to talk of the supernatural. I 
have heard him many times tell ghost Fonda/ 
and haunted house stories, though never ^^"'^^ 
as though he believed what he was say- '^ """ 
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ing. There always seemed to be an un- 
dercurrent of incredulity. One of your 
correspondents, who dates at Bolster's 
Mills [Robinson Cook], describes the 
mother of Nathaniel as being somewhat 
superstitious, and from what I recollect 
of her, he is correct. Not a gross and 
ignorant, but a polished and pious super- 
stition. Perhaps this proclivity in the 
parent may account for his filling his 
journal with so many of the local stories 
of the supernatural. 

"I am satisfied that the journal is a 
genuine one of Hawthorne's. StUl it is 
possible that I have been imposed on, al- 
though I cannot conceive why or where- 
fore. As to selling the book, I should 
as soon think of making money on a 
favorite book bequeathed by my father. 
I think that there are entries in this 
manuscript book that will interest many 
readers, especially in the county of Cum- 
berland. If it is spurious, there are many 
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things are noticed that must have at the 
time attained publicity. If you desire to 
publish some extracts from this journal, 
I will furnish them from time to time, my 
only object being to contribute a little 
in return for the pleasure I have enjoyed, 
through the kindness of a lady friend, 
in reading the ' Portland Transcript ' for 
three years past." 

Frank " Redo," to whom reference is Francis 
made in this letter, was either the K<"ioux 
Frenchman, Francis Radoux,^ who mar- 
ried the widow of Richard Manning, or 
his son of the same name. The old gen- 
tleman was living in Portland when the 
above letter came to hand, and I called 
upon him, an officer of the Napoleonic 
wars, with whom I had long been ac- 

1 Francis Radoux came to'this country soon after 
the downfall of Napoleon. At the battle of Water- 
loo he served as a lieutenant in the French army. 
He was a teacher of the polite accomplishment of 
dancing for many years in Portland and other New 
England cities. He died in Portland at a good old 
age, about twenty years ago. 
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Had been quainted. He said that his wife had told 
told of him of this notebook, and wanted him to 
amry ^.^^^ j^^ ^^^^ could not find it at the time, 
and believed it had been lost or loaned. 
He cettainly had not given it to Small, 
and believed that Small had appropriated 
it at the time he assisted in removing 
his household goods from the Manning 
house, after the death of his wife. He 
admitted that it was possible his son had 
given it to Small. As for himself, he 
had never seen it. 

It must be acknowledged- that the mys- 
tery enveloping the whole affair up to 
this time made us suspicious that a liter- 
ary hoax was being perpetrated. For 
not only had " W. S." failed to give any 
address by which he could be reached, 
but we could not find at Raymond or 
vicinity any one who could guess for 
whom the initials might stand. But 
when in a few weeks the first installment 
of the promised "extracts " came, with a 
letter signed "W. Sims," and still later 
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Other extracts followed; when we had 
learned the origin and history of our cor- 
respondent, and found his statements 
reliable in many instances, we could no 
longer doubt that the notes were really 
written by Hawthorne, and came to the 
conclusion that for some reason Symmes 
was afraid to trust the book out of his 
hands. Perhaps he feared that Small Suspi- 
did not come by it honestly, or that the ""»■' 
Hawthorne family would claim it. The 
old Frenchman, Radoux, told me he 
should demand possession of it, if by any 
chance it came to light, as it had been 
left to him by his wife, Hawthorne's 
aunt. The Mannings in Salem were 
anxious to get it, in order to put at rest 
by the chirography the question of its 
genuineness. But all detective machin- Detectives 
ery set at work to find Symmes proved "^P^'y^ 
a failure, though I think we should have 
found him if we had known at the time 
that he was a colored man. When after 
his death this was made public, he was 
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HAWTHORNE'S FIRST DIARY 

remembered by many people in the home 
of his childhood. We found also a pos- 
sible reason for the failure of the detec- 
tives who were employed at Washington 
in search of Symmes and the diary. 
Symmes was himself ^a detective in the 
very office to which application was 
made, and found some means to check- 
mate the searchers ! He was a prot^gd 
and favorite of Colonel Baker. 

The incidents and names recorded by 
Hawthorne in these notes have been ver- 
ified by the memories of scores of our 
correspondents in Cumberland County. 
And even if it were not so, the internal 
evidence is convincing. The style is that 
of an immature Hawthorne, most clearly ; 
and considering that he was only twelve 
years old when his uncle gave him the 
book, with the admirably expressed in- 
junction to "write out his thoughts, some 
every day, in as good words as he could, 
upon any and all subjects," we think his 
first literary achievement remarkable. It 
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is a great pity that only a few of these The hook 
sibylline leaves have been rescued ; for vanished 
Symmes died and the book vanished, 
when he had copied only three install- 
ments, comprising but comparatively few 
of the two hundred and fifty pages of the 
book. Symmes appears to have selected 
for the most part the items that con- 
tained names likely to be remembered in 
the county. He gave us only one or 
two of the creepy ghost stories of which 
he speaks in his first account of the book. 
As Symmes died in Pensacola, and prob- 
ably had the book with him at the time, 
a search in that region may yet reveal it. 
It was a treasure this old playmate of 
Hawthorne valued so highly that it is 
most likely he would carry it with him in 
his travels. 

Julian Hawthorne, in his life of his 
father, refers contemptuously to the 
claims of this diary, and indeed affects 
to consider it of little consequence even 
if proved genuine. He says : — 
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" With deference to the contrary opin- 
Haw- ion of those who are worth listening to 
ornes ^^ ^^^ subject, the present writer has 
been unable to find in this diary any 
trustworthy evidence, either external or, 
internal, of its being anything else than 
a clumsy and leaky fabrication. Assum- 
ing it to be genuine, however, it seems 
singularly destitute of biographical value; 
and at all events it shall not be inflicted 
on the reader. . . . Babies are interest- 
ing and instructive in a high degree, be- 
cause they are impersonaj and unself- 
conscious ; but a half - grown boy is a 
morally amphibious creature, who, so far 
as he has attained individuality, is dis- 
agreeable, and so far as he has not at- 
tained it, is superfluous." 

I do not beUeve that this characteriza- 
tion of the extracts now to be given will 
be accepted as just criticism. These 
notes show the powers of close and mi- 
nute observation which distinguished 
Hawthorne as a man and an author ; 

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they were the work of a lad who had " at- 
tained individuality" without becoming 
" disagreeable." Mr. Lathrop, in his Mr. La- 
biographical sketch of his father-in-law, *^^^f^ 
expresses belief in the genuineness of 
the diary, and copies a few of the items 
from it. But, as before remarked, no bio- 
grapher of Hawthorne has taken suffi- 
cient account of his peculiar manner of 
life in the Maine wilderness, in its effect 
upon his susceptible nature. None of 
them seems to understand how much of 
his boyhood and young manhood was 
spent there. It may be that his mother 
did not occupy the house her brother 
built for her later than the year 1822, 
but Nathaniel made his home with his 
uncle during his visits in other years. 
His college and his Raymond home were 
only a few miles apart. No biography 
mentions the fact that for at least one 
term Hawthorne's studies in prepara- 
tion for college were prosecuted at 
Stroudwater, Westbrook, which is also 
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in Cumberland County. He went from 
Raymond with Jacob Dingley, a relative 
of Mrs. Manning's, whom Hawthorne 
mentions in his diary, and they lived in 
Rev. Caleb the family of their teacher, Rev. Caleb 
Bradley Bradley, who was a graduate of Harvard, 
somewhat eccentric, and a man of such 
pronounced individiaality that it would 
be strange if even the few weeks Haw- 
thorne spent with him did not leave last- 
ing impressions upon his mind. And 
yet I fail to find any reference to this 
teacher in any work of Hawthorne's, un- 
less it be in The Vision of the Foun- 
tain in "Twice -Told Tales." In this 
sketch he locates himself in a village 
more than a hundred miles from home, 
at the age of fifteen, and living in the 
family of an old clergyman, who econo- 
mizes fuel by using, as the foundation of 
his parlor fire, a heap of tan, or ground 
bark. All these circumstances seem a 
reminiscence of his brief residence at 
Stroudwater, while a pupil of Bradley's. 
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The first installment of extracts sent 
by Symmes was accompanied by a note 
dated at Alexandria, Virginia, January 
21, 1871, and signed "W. Sims," this 
being the first hint of the name of our 
correspoiident. In this note he said : — 

" I have copied exactly some of the Symme^s 
entries in Hawthorne's journal, and send ''^''"'^ 
them to you herewith. They are no 
doubt genuine, or if they are not, your 
readers in that region will detect the 
fraud. I know not whether the names 
are real or fictitious ; only two of them 
were known to me thirty-six years ago. 
Almost all the dates in the journal are 
gone. They were close to the margin, 
and mice and moths have eaten the outer 
edges. The book has at some time been 
in the water so as to destroy the binding 
and obliterate every date on the inner 
right hand margin. If what I send are 
not worth publishing, burn them ; if they 
are, and you hereafter signify in ' notices 
to correspondents ' that you would like 
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more extracts, when I have time I will 
send some additional. What I here send 
were copied whenever I could get a few 
spare moments. As I shall always re- 
member Cumberland County with plea- 
sure, if the extracts shall amuse any of 
your readers there I shall be well paid." 

Having now given a history of the 
diary, some romantic features of which 
at first excited suspicion, we will set 
forth the " extracts " sent by S)mimes, 
confident that unprejudiced readers will 
agree with us that whatever may be said 
of the external evidence, the internal is 
satisfactory proof that they came from 
the hand of Hawthorne. Within a few 
weeks after the publication of the notes, 
we received scores of letters confirmatory 
of the names and incidents mentioned, 
some of the most striking of these verifi- 
cations coming after we had learned of 
the death of Symmes. The notes are 
here given exactly as received, with the 
addition of some explanations and cor- 
roboratory circumstances. 
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CHAPTER III 

EXTRACTS FROM DIARY 

WENT yesterday in a sailboat on a sail 
the Great Pond with Mr. Peter ""-tofe 
White,! of Windham. He sailed up here ^''"'^'' 
from White's Bridge to see Captain Ding- 
ley, and invited Joseph Dingley and Mr. 
Ring to take a boat-ride out to the Ding- 
ley Islands and to the Images. He was 
also kind enough to say that I might go, 
with my mother's consent, which she 
gave after much coaxing. Since the loss 
of my father, she dreads to have any one 
belonging to her go upon the water. It 
is strange that this beautiful body of 
water is called a "Pond." The geo- 

1 [Peter White was long considered the best pilot 
of Sebago Lake, and of Songo and Crooked rivers, 
in which region he spent much of his life fishing and 
fowling. The common name of the lake at that time 
was " Great Pond."] 

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HAWTHORNE'S FIRST DIARY 

graphy tells of many in Scotland and 
Ireland, not near so large, that are 
called " Lakes." It is not respectful to 
speak of so noble, deep, and broad a col- 
lection of clear water as a " Pond." It 
makes a stranger think of geese, and 
then of goosepond. Mr. White, who 
knows all this region, told us that the 
streams from thirty-five ponds, large and 
small, flow into this, as he calls it, Great 
Basin. We landed on one of the small 
islands that Captain Dingley cleared for 
a sheep pasture when he first came to 
Raymond. Mr. Ring said he had to do 
it to keep his sheep from the bears and 
wolves. A growth of trees has started 
on the island, and makes a grove so fine 
and pleasant, that I wish almost that our 
house was there. On the way from the 
island to the Images, Mr. Ring caught 
a black spotted trout that was almost a 
whale, and weighed, before it was cut 
open, after we got back to uncle Rich- 
ard's store, eighteen and a half pounds. 
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EXTRACTS FROM DIARY 

The men said that if it had been weighed 
as soon as it came out of the water it 
would have been nineteen pounds. This 
trout had a droll-looking hooked nose, 
and they tried to make me believe that 
if the line had' been in my hands I should 
have been obliged to let go, or have been 
pulled out of the boat. They were men, 
and had a right to say so. I am a boy, 
and have a right to think differently. 
We landed at the Images, when I crept in cave 
into the cave and got a drink of cool °-* " '^' 
water. In coming home we sailed over "^"^^ 
a place, not far from the Images, where 
Mr. White has at some time let down a 
line four hundred feet without finding 
bottom. This seems strange, for he told 
us, too, that his boat, as it floated, was 
only two hundred and fifty feet higher 
than the boats in Portland Harbor, and 
that if the Great Pond was pumped dry, 
a man standing on its bottom, just under 
where we then were, would be more than 
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the surface of the water at the Portland 

wharves. Coming up the Dingley Bay, 

Rattle- jiad a good view of Rattlesnake Moun- 

Moun- ^"^t ^'^'^ it seemed to me wonderfully 

tain beautiful as the almost setting sun threw 

over its western crags streams of fiery 

light. If the Indians were very fond of 

this part of the country, it is easy to see 

why. Beavers, otters, and the finest fish 

were abundant, and the hills and streams 

furnished constant variety. I should 

have made a good Indian if I had been 

born in a wigwam. To talk like sailors, 

we " made " the old hemlock stub, at the 

mouth of the Dingley Brook, just before 

sunset, and sent a boy ashore with a 

hawser, and were soon safely moored to 

a bunch of alders. After we got ashore. 

Firing Mr. White allowed me to fire his long 

^""^ gun at a mark. I did not hit the mark, 

and am not sure that I saw it at the 

time the gun went off, but believe rather 

that I was watching for the noise that I 

was about to make. Mr. Ring said that 

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with practice I could be a gunner, and 
that now, with a very heavy charge, he 
thought I could kill a horse at eight 
paces ! Mr. White went to uncle Rich- 
ard's for the night, and I went home, 
and amused my mother with telling how 
pleasantly the day had passed. When I 
told her what Mr. Ring said about my 
killing a horse, she said he was making 
fun of me. I had found that out before. 



SWAPPED pocket-knives with Robin- Swapping 
son Cook yesterday. Jacob Ding- ''""'" 
ley says that he cheated me ; but I think 
not, for I cut a fishing-pole this morning, 
and did it well. Besides, he is a Quaker, 
and they never cheat. 

[Robinson Cook and Jacob Dingley 
were both living when this item was 
printed. Mr. Cook wrote : " There can 
be no doubt of the truth of Nat's rec- 
ords, nor has he used any fictitious names. 
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I did not at first distinctly recollect of 
swapping knives with him, but, after con- 
sidering, the whole affair is fresh in my 
mind. I do not recollect how we traded ; 
but as he and Jacob Dingley were great 
cronies, and were ever trying in a jocose 
manner to 'trig each other's wheels,' it 
seems that Jacob tried to irritate Nat on 
this occasion by telling him that he had 
got cheated."] 



King. 'TnWO kingbirds have built their nest 
irds J_ between our house and the mill- 

pond. The male is more courageous than 
any creature that I know about. He 
seems to have taken possession of the 
territory from the great pond to the 
small one, and goes out to war with 
every fish-hawk that flies from one to 
the other over his dominion. The fish- 
hawks must be miserable cowards to be 
driven by such a speck of a bird. I have 
not yet seen one turn to defend himself. 
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CAPTAIN BRITTON, from Otis- Brittm^s 
field, was at uncle Richard's to-/"'^ 
day. Not long ago uncle brought here 
from Salem a new kind of potatoes, called 
"Long Reds." Captain Britton had 
some for seed, and uncle asked how 
he liked them. He answered, " They 
yield well, grow very long; one end is 
very poor, and the other good for no- 
thing." I laughed about it after he was 
gone; but uncle looked sour, and said 
there was no wit in his answer, and that 
the saying was stale. It was new to me, 
and his way of saying it very funny. 
Perhaps uncle did not like to hear his 
favorite potato spoken of in that way, 
and that if the captain had praised it he 
would have been called witty. Captain 
Britton promised to bring " Gulliver's 
Travels " for me to read, the next time 
he goes to Portland. Uncle Richard has 
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THIS morning the bucket got off 
the chain and dropped back into 
the well. I wanted to go down on the 
Mother's stones and get it. Mother would not 
fears consent, for fear the wall might cave in, 
but hired Samuel Shane to go down. 
In the goodness of her heart, she thought 
the son of old Mrs. Shane not quite so 
valuable as the son of the widow Ha- 
thorne. God bless her for all her love 
for me, though it may be some selfish. 
We are to have a pump in the well after 
this mishap. 



An expert TT TASHINGTON LONGLEY has 
drummer \\ ^^^^ ^^:^^ lessons of a drum- 
ming master. He was in the grist-mill 
to-day, and practiced with two sticks on 
the half bushel. I was astonished at the 
great number of strokes in a second ; 
and if I had not seen that he had but 
two sticks, should have supposed he was 
drumming with twenty. 
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MAJOR BERRY went past our Buyinga 
house with a large drove of sheep ^^^ 
yesterday. One, a last spring's lamb, 
gave out, — could go no further. I saw 
him down near the bridge. The poor 
dumb creature looked into my eyes, and 
I thought I knew what he would say if 
he could speak, and so asked Mr. Berry 
what he would sell him for. " Just the 
price of his pelt, and that will bring 
sixty-five cents," was the answer. I ran 
and petitioned mother for the money, 
which she soon gave me, saying, with a 
smile, that she tried to make severe, but 
could not, that I was "a great spend- 
thrift." The lamb is in our orchard now, 
and he made a bow (without taking off 
his hat), and thanked me this morning 
for saving him from the butcher. 

[The late Hon. William Goold, of 

Windham, the historian, wrote to me 

this comment upon the above item : 

" Major Berry, the drover, passed my 

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home on his way to market with his 
droves of tired lambs, in the heat of July 
and August, regularly for several years. 
I have often felt as Hawthorne did when 
they gave out on the road, and would 
have gladly purchased one if I had had 
the money. Mr. Berry was a short, 
fleshy man, and always rode horseback, 
apparently suffering as much in the sun 
as the lambs."] 



Rattk. A yTR. MARCH GAY killed a rattle- 
IVX snake yesterday, not far from his 
house, that was more than six feet long, 
and had twelve rattles. This morning, 
Mr. Jacob Mitchell killed another near 
the same place, almost as long. It is 
supposed they were a pair, and that the 
second one was on the track of its mate. 
If every rattle counts a year, the first 
one was twelve years old. Eliakim Max- 
field came down to mill to-day, and told 
me about the snakes. 
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MR. HENRY TURNER, of Otis- B,ar 
field, took his axe and went out ^*'^y 
between Saturday and Moose ponds, to 
look at some pine-trees. A rain had just 
taken off enough of the snow to lay bare 
the roots of a part of the trees. Under 
a large root there seemed to be a cavity, 
and on examining closely, something was 
exposed very much like long black hair. 
He cut off the root, saw the nose of a 
bear, and killed him, pulled out the body, 
saw another, killed that, and dragged out 
its carcass, when he found that there was 
a third one in the den, and that he was 
thoroughly awake, too ; but as soon as 
the head came in sight, it was split open 
with the axe, so that Mr. Turner alone, 
with only an axe, killed three bears in 
less than half an hour, the youngest being 
a good-sized one, and what the hunters 
call a yearling. This is a pretty great 
bear story, but probably true, and hap- 
pened only a few weeks ago ; for John 
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tain Levi Patch, who lives within two 
miles of the Saturday Pond, told me so 
yesterday. 

[Robinson Cook informed me that the 
bear story here related was true, in the 
main. Turner went to the woods with 
his oxen to get birch bark to make sap 
buckets. His dog discovered the den of 
bears, and two were killed with the axe. 
The third was wounded with the same 
weapon, and retreated to the farthest 
side of the den, where he could not be 
reached. Turner finally dispatched him 
with a long, sharpened stake. His oxen 
were so badly frightened, that he was 
obliged to fasten them to a tree with 
chains until he had loaded the dead bears 
upon his sled. Then he let the oxen 
loose, jumped upon the sled, and was 
carried home at a furious pace by the 
maddened animals.] 
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A YOUNG man named Henry Jack-- 
son, Jr., was drowned two days ago, 
up in Crooked River. He and one of his 
friends were trying which could swim the 
faster. Jackson was behind but gaining ; 
his friend kicked at him in fun, thinking 
to hit his shoulder and push him back, 
but missed, and hit his chin, which 
caused him to take in water and stran- 
gle, and before his friend could help or 
get help, poor Jackson was (Elder Leach 
says) "beyond the reach of mercy." I 
read one of the Psalms to my mother 
this morning, and it plainly declares Elder 
twenty-six times, that " God's mercy en- ^""'^ , 

, , , ,, -r t/ criticised 

dureth forever. I never saw Henry 
Jackson, — he was a young man just 
married. Mother is sad ; says she shall ' 
not consent to my swimming any more 
in the mDl-pond, with the boys, fearing 
that in sport my mouth might get kicked 
open, and then sorrow for a dead son be 
added to that for my dead father, which 
she says would break her heart. I love 
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to swim, but shall not disobey my 
mother. 



iTind [Robinson Cook, upon the publication 

heart q£ ^.j^g ^bovc item, wrote to me as fol- 
creed ^°^^ • " ^ remember well almost every 
circumstance related by Nat, and espe- 
cially the death and funeral of Henry 
Jackson, Jr. ; I was at the funeral. Elder 
Leach preached the sermon, and such 
were the circumstances of his death, that 
he could not, according to his creed, find 
a happy resting-place for poor Henry in 
that country from which no traveler re- 
turns. I helped carry the remains to 
the silent grave, and very many hearts 
were sad on considering, as Elder Leach 
said, that he was ' out of the reach of 
mercy ; ' hence the sadness of Mrs. Haw- 
thorne, when she called upon her son to 
read the psalm he mentions. Elder 
Leach was a Freewill Baptist minister, 
with a kind, sympathizing heart, and 
ready on all occasions to visit the sick, 
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attend all funerals in his precinct, and do 
this without pay ; but a hard creed lay- 
in the way of his tender and Christian 
emotions."] 



I CAN from my chamber window look Betty 
across into aunt Manning's garden, ^"''^''■^ 
this morning, and see little Betty Tar- 
box, flitting among the rosebushes, and 
in and out of the arbor, like a tiny witch. 
She will never realize the calamity that 
came upon her brothers and sisters, that 
terrible night when her father and mother 
lay within a few rods of each other, in the 
snow, freezing to death. I love the elf, 
because of her loss ; and stUl my aunt is 
much more to her than her own mother, 
in her poverty, could have been. 

[This item, if accepted as genuine, con- 
clusively proves that the Hawthornes 
were living in their house across the 
creek from the Mannings in the sum- 
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mer of 1819. Nathaniel's chamber win- 
dow did not look down into, but across 
into, his aunt's garden. The residences 
were separated by a narrow stream. I 
have heard, but cannot now verify the 
statement, that the ledger kept in a store 
in that vicinity shows an account with 
the Hawthornes, who must have been 
keeping house by themselves in Ray- 
mond, in the summer of 1822, the year 
after Hawthorne entered college. At all 
events, he spent his vacations here, either 
with his mother or his uncle. There 
were five children orphaned by the death 
of Mr. and Mrs. Tarbox. The story of 
the great storm, in which they lost their 
lives, has in it such elements of pathos 
that it is here given, to account for young 
Hawthorne's deep interest, as shown in 
this note and in the narrative by Sjnumes : 
story of In the second week of March, 1819, a 
Tarbox severe snowstorm began, which lasted 
nine days, and the cold was intense. 
There being no food in the house, Mr. 
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Tarbox went five miles for a supply, and 
upon his return found the drifts so deep 
that he had not the strength to get 
through them with his load. When not 
far from his home he left the bag of pro- 
visions upon a tree, and tried to reach 
his door, but soon sank down exhausted. 
His calls for help were heard by his wife, 
who went to his assistance. She cov- 
ered him with her shawl, and realizing 
the necessities of her starving family, 
attempted to get the food he had left be- 
hind. But the drifts were too deep, and 
the cold too intense. She sank down 
and perished near the tree, while her 
husband was dying close to their home. 
Their bodies were found two days after- 
ward. Mrs. Manning adopted Betsey, 
the youngest of the orphaned children, 
aged four.] 

FISHING from the bridge to-day, I Biged 
caught an eel two thirds as long 
as myself. Mr. Watkins tried to make 
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me believe that he thought it a water- 
moccasin snake. Old Mr. Shane said that 
it was a "young sea sarpint, sure." Mr. 
Fickett, the blacksmith, begged it to take 
home for its skin, as he said for buskin 
strings and flail strings. So ends my 
day's fishing. 



Bricks . T T TENT over to-day to see Watkins 
without VV make bricks. I have always 

straw -' 

thought there was some mystery about 

it, but I can make them myself. Why 
did the Israelites complain so much at 
having to make bricks without straw.' 
I should not use straw if I was a brick- 
maker ; besides, when they are burned 
in the kiln, the straw will burn out, and 
• leave the bricks full of holes. 



Polly TDOLLY MAXFIELD came riding 
Maxjield £ jQ jjjju ^Q_^^y on horseback. She 

rode gracefully as a trooper. I wish with 
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all my heart that I was as daring a rider, 
or half so graceful. 

[Robinson Cook says of the mill, so The 
often referred to in these notes, that it ^'^^'y 
was known as the old Dingley mill, and *"* 
was built in 1772. A grant of one hun- 
dred acres of land was made to Joseph 
Dingley, its builder. His son, Samuel 
Dingley, was the miller of Hawthorne's 
time, and he was then old and crippled. 
"This mill," says Cook, "was situated 
near the home of Mrs. Hawthorne. To 
this mill came all sorts of customers, 
from a five franc piece to a fourpence 
ha'penny, — men, women, and children, 
some on foot, who would bring their grist 
to mill ten miles. Nearly all came on 
horseback. Polly Maxfield was the eld- 
est daughter of her father's family, and 
a sister of Eliakim, the well-known stage 
driver from Waterford to Portland for 
about thirty years."] 
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An ill- 'TpHIS morning I saw at the grist-mill 

"" J- a solemn-faced old horse, hitched 

horse ' 

to the trough. He had brought for his 
owner some bags of corn to be ground, 
who, after carrying them into the mill, 
walked up to uncle Richard's store, leav- 
ing his half -starved animal in the cold 
wind, with nothing to eat, while the com 
was being turned to meal. I felt sorry, 
and nobody being near, thought it best 
to have a talk with the old nag, and said, 
" Good-morning, Mr. Horse, how are you 
to-day } " " Good-morning, youngster," 
said he, just as plain as a horse can 
speak, and then said, " I am almost dead, 
and I wish I was quite. I am hungry, 
have had no breakfast, and must stand 
here tied by the head while they are 
grinding the corn, and until master 
drinks two or three glasses of rum at 
the store, and then drag him and the 
meal up the Ben Ham hill, and home, 
and am now so weak that I can hardly 
stand. Oh, dear, I am in a bad way," 
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and the old creature cried — I almost 
cried myself. 

Just then the miller went downstairs 
to the meal trough. I heard his feet on 
the steps, and, not thinking much what I 
was doing, ran into the mill, and taking 
the four quart toll -dish nearly full of 
com out of the hopper, carried it out 
and poured it into the trough before the 
horse, and placed the dish back before 
the miller came up from below. When 
I got out, the horse was laughing, but he 
had to eat slowly, because the bits were Relief 
in his mouth. I told him that I was "ff'^^'^ 
sorry, but did not know how to take 
them out, and should not dare to, if I 
did, for his master might come out of the 
store suddenly and see what I was about. 
"Thank you," said he, "a luncheon of 
corn with the bits in is much better than 
none. The worst of it is, I have to 
munch so slowly, that my master may 
come before I finish it, and thrash me 
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kindness." I sat down on a stone out 
of the wind, and waited in trouble, for 
fear that the miller or the owner of the 
corn would come and find out what I 
had done. At last the horse winked and 
stuck out his upper lip ever so far, and 
then said, "The last kernel is gone;" 
then he laughed a little, then shook one 
ear, then the other, then shut his eyes 
as if to take a nap. I jumped up and 
said, " How do you feel, old fellow ; any 
better ? " He opened his eyes, and, 
looking at me kindly, answered, "Very 
much," and then blew his nose exceed- 
ingly loud, but he did not wipe it; per- 
haps he had no wiper. I then asked if 
The iron his master whipped him. "Not much 
lately ; he used to, till my hide got hard- 
ened, but now he has a white oak goad 
stick with an iron brad in its end, with 
which he jabs my hind quarters, and 
hurts me awfully." I asked why he did 
not kick up, and knock his tormentor out 
of the wagon. " I did try to once," said 
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he, " but am old and was weak, and could 
only get my heels high enough to break 
the whiffletree, and besides lost my bal- 
ance and fell down flat. Master then 
jumped down, and, getting a cudgel, 
struck me over the head, and I thought 
my troubles were over. This happened 
just before Mr. Ben Ham's house, and I 
should have been finished, and ready for 
the crows, if he had not stepped out and 
told master not to strike again, if he did 
he would shake his liver out. That saved 
my life ; but I was sorry, though Mr. 
Ham meant good." 

The goad with the iron brad was in "Old 
the wagon, and, snatching it out, I struck "^*" 
the end against a stone, and the stabber ^" ^" 
flew into the mill-pond. "There," says 
I, " old colt," as I threw the goad back 
into the wagon, "he won't harpoon you 
again with that iron." The poor old 
brute knew what I said well enough, for 
I looked him in the eye and spoke horse 
language. So he turned his long upper 
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Up away back and laughed again, I 
thought a little exultingly.. Very soon, 
however, a tear came into his eye, and 
he said, " My young friend, do you know 
how long horses live ? " I answered that 
I had heard that some lived thirty years. 
" Oh, dear ! " said he, " I am sorry. I 
am twenty-four, and have been hoping 
that I should die before snow fell; it 
does not seem that I can possibly go 
through another winter," and the tears 
began to run again. 

At that moment the brute that owned 
the horse came out of the store and down 
the hill towards us. I slipped behind a 
pile of slabs. The meal was put in the 
wagon, the horse unhitched, the wagon 
mounted, the goad picked up, and a 
thrust made ; but Dobbin was in no 
hurry. Looking at the end of his stick, 
the man bawled, "What little devil has 
had my gourd .' " and then began strik- 
ing with all his strength ; but his steed 
only walked, shaking his head as he went 
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across the bridge, and I thought I heard 
the ancient Equus say as he went, 
"Thrash as much as you please; for 
once you cannot stab." I went home Case of 
a little uneasy, not feeling sure that the 
feeding the man's com to his own horse 
was not stealing, and thinking that if the 
miller found it out he would have me 
taken down before Squire Longley. 

[Mr. Lathrop copies part of the above 
extract in a sketch of his father-in-law, 
and says of it that "it is the first in- 
stance on record of a mild approach of 
Hawthorne to writing fiction." Robin- 
son Cook informs me that he recognizes 
the portraits of the hard master and the 
ill-used horse. Of the master, he says : 
" He was a worthless, tyrannical, cruel 
man, past middle age, with a large family 
of boys and girls, who had to look out 
for themselves when of age sufficient. 
He and his son would come together to 
mill. I have seen them occasionally at 
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the store. In bitter cold days the horse 
would have to stand without covering, 
while the northern blast was whistling 
through his hair and over the chafed 
places worn tender by the old harness. 
Without food or shelter he would have 
to remain, while father and son played 
cards in the store to decide which should 
pay for the drinks."] 



At Pulpit ' I '•HIS morning walked down to the 
Rock X Pulpit Rock hill, and climbed up 

into the pulpit. It looks like a rough 
place to preach from, and does not seem 
so much like a pulpit when one is in it 
as when viewing it from the road below. 
It is a wild place, and really a curiosity. 
I brought a book, and sat in the rocky 
recess and read nearly an hour. This is 
a point on the road known to all team- 
sters. They have a string of names for 
reference, by which they tell each other 
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where their loads got stuck, and I have 
learned them from those who stop for 
drmks at the store. One meets another 
near our house and says, "Where did 

you meet Bill ? " " Just this side 

of Small's Brook," or "At the top of 
Gay's Pmch," "At the Dry Millpond," 
" Just the other side of Lemmy Jones's," 
" On the Long Causeway," " At Jeems 
Gowen's," "Coming down the Pulpit 
Rock hUl," "Coming down Tarkill hill." 
I have heard these answers till I have 
them by heart, without having any idea 
where any of the places are, excepting 
the one I have seen to-day. While on 
the bridge, near the pulpit, Mr. West, who 
lives not far away, came along and asked 
where I had been. On my telling him, 
he said no money would hire him to go 
up to that pulpit ; that the devil used Devil 
to preach from it to the Indians long, P''<^<:f^" 
long ago ; that on a time when hundreds J^.^Jj 
of them were listening to one of his ser- 
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face, upon which he stamped his foot, 
and the ground to the southwest, where 
they were standing, sank fifty feet, and 
every Indian went down out of sight, 
leaving a swamp to this day. He de- 
clared that he once stuck a pole in there, 
which went down easily several feet, but 
then struck the skull bone of an Indian, 
when instantly all the hassocks and flags 
began to shake, and he heard a yell as 
from fifty overgrown Pequots; that he 
left the hole and ran for life, and would 
not go to the bog again for the best farm 
Mr. in Raymond. Mr. West also said that 
no Indian had ever been known to go 
near that swamp since, but that when- 
ever one came that way, he turned out 
of the road near the house of Mr. West, 
and went straight to Thomas Pond, keep- 
ing to the eastward of the Pulpit Rock, 
giving it a "wide berth." Mr. West 
talked as though he believed what he 
said. 

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A PEDDLER, named Dominicus Jor- Aghast 
dan, was to-day in uncle Rich- ■^'"0' 
ard's store, telling a ghost story. I lis- 
tened intently, but tried not to seem 
interested. The story was of a house, 
the owner of which was suddenly killed. 
Since his death, the west garret window 
cannot be kept closed, though the shut- 
ters be hasped and nailed at night ; they 
are invariably found open the next morn- 
ing, and no one can tell when or how 
the nails are drawn. There is also on 
the farm an apple-tree, of the fruit of 
which the owner was particularly fond, 
but since his death no person has been 
able to get one of the apples. The tree 
hangs full nearly every year ; but when- 
ever any individual tries to get one, 
stones come in all directions, as if 
thrown from some secret, infernal bat- 
tery, or hidden catapult, and more than 
once have those making the attempt 
been struck. What is more strange, the 
tree stands in an open field, there being 
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no shelter near from which tricks can be 
played without exposure. Jordan says 
that it seems odd to strangers to see 
that tree loaded with apples when the 
snow is four feet deep ; and, what is a 
mystery, there are no apples in the 
spring ; no one ever sees the wind blow 
one off, none are ever seen on the snow, 
nor even the vestige of one on the grass 
under the tree ; and that children may 
play under and around it whUe it is in 
blossom, and until the fruit is large 
enough to tempt them, with perfect safety. 
Bewitched But the moment one of the apples is 
apple-tree ggught for, the air is full of flying stones. 
He further says that late one starlight 
night, he was passing the house, and, 
looking up, saw the phantom walk out of 
the garret window, with cane in hand, 
making all the motions, as if walking on 
terra firma, although what appeared to 
be his feet were at least six yards from 
the ground, and so he went walking 
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of sight, there was a great flash and an 
explosion as of twenty fieldpieces — then 
— nothing! This story was told with 
seeming earnestness, and listened to as 
though it was believed. How strange it 
is that almost all persons, old or young, 
are fond of hearing about the super- 
natural, though it produces nervousness, 
and often fear. I should not be willing 
to sleep in that garret, though I do not 
believe a word of the story. 

[Dominicus Jordan was a peddler who 
made his circuit in Cumberland County. 
After acquiring a small fortune at this 
business, he went west, became wealthy, 
and died in Wisconsin in 1869. In his 
story of " Mr. Higginbotham's Catastro- 
phe," Hawthorne introduces the character 
of Dominicus Pike, the Yankee tobacco 
peddler, whose name, unusual in New 
England, was evidently suggested by that 
of the Raymond peddler whose story of 
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Lumber- 'T^HE lumbermen from Saccarappa 
men on X. are getting their logs across the 
J^" , Great Pond. Yesterday a strong north- 
west wind blew a great raft of many thou- 
sands over almost to the mouth of the 
Dingley Brook. Their anchor dragged 
for more than a mile, but when the 
boom was within twenty or thirty rods 
of the shore, it brought up and held, as I 
heard some men say who are familiar 
with such business. All the men and 
boys went from the mill down to the 
pond to see the great raft, and I among 
them. They have a string of logs fas- 
tened end to end and surrounding the 
great body, which keeps them from scat- 
tering ; and the string is called a boom. 
A small strong raft, it may be forty feet 
square, with an upright windlass in its 
centre, called a capstan, is fastened to 
some part of the boom. The small raft 
is called "head works," and from it, in 
a yawl boat, is carried the anchor, to 
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mile long. The boat is rowed out the 
whole length of the rope, the anchor 
thrown over, and the men on the " head 
works" wind up the capstan, and so 
draw along the acres of logs. After we 
got down to the shore, several of the men 
came out on the boom nearest to us, and 
striking a single log, pushed it under and 
outside. Then one man, with a gallon 
jug slung to his back, taking a pickpole, 
pushed himself ashore on the small single siding a 
log, — a feat that seemed almost miracu- ""S^' 
lous to me. This man's name was Reu- "^ 
ben March, and he seemed to be in no 
fear of getting soused, though the top of 
the log was but just out of water. This 
masterly kind of navigation he calls 
" cuffing the rigging." Nobody could 
tell me why he gave it that name. 
March went up to the store, and had the 
jug filled with rum (the supply having 
run out on the head works), and made 
the voyage back in the way he came. 
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and after sinking the log and drawing it 
back under the boom, proceeded to try 
the contents of the jug, seeming to be 
well satisfied with the result of his expe- 
dition. It turned out that March only 
rode the single log ashore to show his 
adroitness, for the yawl boat soon came 
round from the head works, and brought 
near a dozen men, in red shirts, to where 
we were. I was interested listening to 
their conversation, mixed with sharp 
Nick- jokes. Nearly every one had a nick- 
names name. March, who came after the rum, 
was " Captain Snarl ; " a tall, fierce look- 
ing man, who had just filled my idea of a 
Spanish freebooter, was " Doctor Goo- 
die." I think his real name was Wood. 
The rum seemed to make them crazy, 
for one who was called " Rub-a-Dub " 
pitched Doctor Coodle, head and heels, 
into the water. A gentlemanly man 
named Thompson, who acted as master 
of ceremonies, or Grand Turk, interfered 
and put a stop to what was becoming 
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something like a fight. Mr. Thompson 
said that the wind would go down with 
the sun, and that they must get ready to 
start. This morning I went down to 
look for them, and the raft was almost 
to Frye's Island. 



I HAVE read "GuUiver's Travels," Lies too 
and do not agree with Captain Brit- f*^^' 
ton that it is a witty and uncommonly 
interesting book. The wit is obscene, and 
the lies too false. 

[The extracts given above were all that 
were ever received directly from Symmes. 
But nearly two years after his death we 
received from one Dickinson, of Alexan- 
dria, a package which he informed us was 
found among the papers of Symmes, left 
behind when he went to Pensacola, where 
he died. He had copied out a longer 
sketch than any previously furnished, 
which is given below, and it is the only 
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one of the whole series which is dated 
Dickinson was as provokingly careful as 
had been Symmes to give no address by 
Another which we could reach him. His note 
Virginia indicated that he was a friend of Symmes, 
but whether or not he was of the same 
race could not be ascertained. Hoping 
that we might learn from him still more 
about the journal, no effort was spared 
to find him; but Dickinson proved as 
elusive as his friend, and we never again 
heard from him. If Hawthorne's style 
had not been so evident in every one 
of these notes, if other internal and ex- 
ternal evidence had not been so strong, 
the mysterious avoidance of our two Vir- 
ginia correspondents of everything that 
might have given a clue to their person- 
ality would have been regarded as fa- 
tally suspicious. But the hand of the 
young master, as revealed in these lines, 
was one that could not be counterfeited 
by comparatively illiterate men. Some 
one wrote these notes who was not only 
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thoroughly familiar with Raymond and 
its people, but who was already in com- 
mand of a literary style decidedly Haw- 
thornesque. The entry in the journal 
now to be given is full of allusions to 
people well known in Cumberland 
County. Several of them were person- 
ally known to the present writer, and the 
characteristics recorded fit them remark- 
ably well. It is not an unnatural sugges- 
tion, considering the elements of mystery 
surrounding the matter, that some one 
was for two years engaged in working up 
a literary hoax But if that were the 
case, it is evident that a person capable 
of writing these notes, expecting to get 
any sport or reputation out of his work, 
could have attained his object only by 
eventually showing his hand. No money No money 
was ever called for, though offered in '^I'^'^Jo^ 
many ways and at many times. More 
than a quarter of a century of silence 
and corroboratory circumstances without 
number force the conclusion that we 
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have before us a genuine work of one 
of the greatest artists in words of his 
time. The letter from Dickinson, men- 
tioned above, I have mislaid, and his 
Christian name I have forgotten, but 
have the impression it was Charles. I 
remember that it claimed to be from a 
friend of Symmes, and it mentioned the 
fact that S)rmmes died in Florida, prob- 
ably having the notebook with him. 
Who was Dickinson also said that when S)aiimes 
Dicktn- ^ag copying the extracts from the note- 
book, his right arm was disabled, and 
that he (Dickinson) had acted as his 
amanuensis. This accounted for the 
fact, which otherwise would have puzzled 
us, that the handwritings of Symmes and 
Dickinson were so much alike as they 
certainly were. They both wrote with 
pencil and not with ink, and the chiro- 
graphy was remarkably good. I mention 
this singular circumstance in order to 
include every element of suspicion. My 
present belief is that Dickinson was as- 
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sociated with S)mimes as a member of 
Baker's detectives, not in the regular 
force, but employed to spy upon the reg- 
ulars. In this occupation they made 
enemies, and felt obliged to keep in hid- 
ing, even after the war was over. This 
is hinted at in the obituary notice of 
Symmes given in the Postscript. This 
notice was probably written by Dickin- 
son, whoever Dickinson might be.J 



DAY before yesterday, Mr. Thomas Invited 
Little, from Windham Hill, Mr. to sail on 
M. P. Sawyer, of Portland, Mr. Thomas ^'^''^'' 
A. Deblois, a lawyer, Mr. Hanson, of 
Windham, and Enoch White, a boy of 
my own age, from White's Bridge, came 
up to the Dingley Brook in a sailboat. 
They were on the way to Muddy River 
bog, for a day's sport, fishing and shoot- 
ing ducks. Enoch proposed that I should 
go with them. I needed no urging, but 
knew how unwillingly my mother would 
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consent. They could wait but a few 
minutes, and uncle Richard kindly wrote 
a note, asking her to be willing to gratify 
me this time. 

She said, "Yes," but I was almost 
sorry, knowing that my day's plea;sure 
would cost her one of anxiety. How- 
ever, I gathered up hooks aind lines, 
with some white salted pork for bait, and 
with a fabulous number of biscuit, split 
in the middle, the insides well buttered, 
then skillfully put together again, and all 
stowed in sister's large work-bag, and 
Bet with slung over my shoulder, I started, mak- 
Enoch jjjg ^ wager with Enoch White, as we 
walked down to the boat, as to which 
would catch the largest number of fish. 

The air was clear, with just breeze 
enough to shoot us along pleasantly, 
without making rough, waves. The wind 
was not exactly after us, though we made 
but two tacks to reach the mouth of 
77ie Muddy River. The men praised the 
scemry grand view, after we got into the Great 

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Bay. We could see the White Hills to 
the northwest, though Mr. Little said 
they were eighty miles from us, and 
grand old Rattlesnake to the northeast, 
in its immense jacket of green oak, 
looked more inviting than I had ever 
seen it, while Frye's Island, with its close 
growth of great trees, growing to the 
very edge of the water, looked like a 
monstrous green raft, floating to the 
southeastward. Whichever way the eye 
turned, something charming appeared. 

Mr. Little seems to be familiar with 
every book that has ever been written, 
and must have a great memory. Among 
other things, he said : — 

" Gentlemen, do you know that this Mr. Lit- 
should be called the sea instead of the *^^^ *'^^^ 
Great Pond ; that ships should be built 
here, and navigate this water } The sur- 
face of the Sea of Galilee, of which we 
read so much in the New Testament, 
was just about equal to the surface of 
our sea to-day." 

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And then he went on to give a geo- 
graphical description of the country about 
the Sea of Galilee, and draw parallels be- 
tween places named in the Testament 
and points in sight. His talk stole my 
attention until we were fairly at Muddy 
River mouth. 

Muddy Muddy River bog is quite a curiosity. 

River bog "pj^g j^^g^ empties into the pond between 
two small, sandy capes or points, only a 
short distance apart ; but after running 
up a little between them, we found the 
bog to widen to fifty or sixty rods in 
some places, and to be between two and 
three miles long. People say that it has 
no bottom, and that the longest pole that 
ever grew may be run down into the 
mud, and then pushed down with an- 
other, a little longer, and this may be 
repeated till the long poles are all gone. 

Coarse, tall water-grass grows up from 
the mud, over every part, with the ex- 
ception of a space five or six rods wide, 
running its whole length, and nearly in 
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the middle, which is called the channel. 
One can tell at first sight that it is the 
place for pickerel and water-snakes. 

Mr. Deblois stated something that I 
never heard before as a fact in natural 
history : that the pickerel wages war on 
all fishes except the trout, who is too ac- 
tive for him ; that he is a piscatorial can- 
nibal ; but that under all circumstances, 
and in all places, he lives on good terms 
with the water-snakes. 

We saw a great many ducks, but they 
seemed to know that Mr. Sawyer had a 
gun, and flew on slight notice. At last, 
as four were flying, and seemed to be en- 
tirely out of gunshot, he fired, saying he 
would frighten them, if no more, when, 
to our surprise, he brought one down. 
The gun was loaded with ball, and Mr. 
Deblois told him that he could not do it 
again in a million times. Mr. Sawyer 
laughed, saying that he had always been 
a votary of chance, and that, as a general A votary 
thing, she had treated him handsomely, of chance 
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We sailed more than a mile up the 
bog, fishing and trolling for pickerel, and 
though we saw a great many, not one 
offered to be caught ; but hornpouts 
were willing, and we caught them till it 
The Jews'- was no sport. We found a man there 
harp man ■j^^ho had taken nearly two bushels of 
pouts. He was on a raft, and had walked 
from near the foot of Long Pond, in Otis- 
field. Mr. Little knew him, arid intend- 
ing to have some fun, said : — 

"The next time you come to Port- 
laiid I want half a dozen of your best 
jews'-harps ; leave them at my store 
at Windham hill; I need them very 
badly." 

The man deliberately took from the 
hook a large pout that he had just pulled 
up, and, laying his fishing-pole down, be- 
gan to explore solemnly in his pockets, 
and brought out six giant jews'-harps 
carefully tied to pieces of corncob. Then 
he tossed them into our boat to Mr. Lit- 
tle, saying, "There they are, Tom, and 
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they are as good ones as I ever made ; I 
shall charge you fifty cents for them." 

Mr. Little had the worst of the joke, 
but as the other men began to rally him, 
he took out the silver and paid the half- 
dollar; but they laughed at him till he 
told them if they would say no more 
about it, he would give them all the 
brandy they could drink when they got 
home. 

Mr. Deblois said he would not be Too good 
bribed, and that he must tell Peter '"'^^'5^* 
White, when he got to Windham hill. 

Mr. Little said he would not have 
Peter White know it for a yoke of steers. 

After fishing till all were tired, we 
landed on a small dry knoll, that made 
out into the bog, to take our luncheon. 
The men had a variety of eatables, and The 
several bottles that held no eatables. ^«»'^'^«<'» 
The question was started whether Enoch 
and I should be invited to drink, and 
they concluded not to urge us as we 
were boys, and under their care ; so Mr. 
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Deblois said, " Boys, anything to eat that 
is in our baskets is as much yours as 
ours, — help yourselves ; but we shall not 
invite you to drink spirits." 

We thanked them and said we had 
plenty of our own to eat, and had no 
relish for spirits, but were very thirsty 
for water. Mr. Little had been there be- 
fore, and directed us to a spring of the 
best of water, that boiled up like a pot 
from the ground just at the margin of 
the bog. 
Settling Before starting to return, the bet be- 
the bet tween Enoch and myself had to be set- 
tled. By the conditions, the one who 
caught the largest number of fish was to 
have all the hooks and lines of the other. 
I counted my string, and found twenty- 
five ; Enoch made twenty-six on his. So 
I was about turning over the spoils 
when Mr. Sawyer said my string was 
the largest — that there was a mistake. 
So he counted and made twenty-six on 
mine, and twenty-five on Enoch's. We 
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counted again, and found it was as he 
said ; and Enoch prepared to pay the 
bet, when Mr. Sawyer again interfered, 
saying that Enoch's string was certainly 
larger than mine, and proposed to count 
again. This time I had twenty -four, 
and Enoch twenty-seven. All the men 
counted them several times over, and 
until we could not tell which was which, 
and they never came out twice alike. 

At length Mr. Deblois said with so- Sawyer's 
lemnity, " Stop this. Sawyer ; you have ■f^«^'*' "f 
turned these fish into a pack of cards, 
and are fooling us all." The men 
laughed heartily, and so should I if I 
had known what the point of the joke 
was. Mr. Deblois said that the decision 
as to our bet would have to go over to 
the next term. 

After starting for home, while running 
down the bog, Mr. Sawyer killed three 
noble black ducks at one shot, but the 
gun was not loaded this time with ball. 
Mr. Hanson struck with his fishing-pole 
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Pf^atir- and killed a monstrous water-snake. Mr. 

snakes Little measured a stick with his hands, 
and, using it as a rule, declared him to be 
five feet long. If I thought any such 
snakes ever went over to Dingley Bay, 
I never would go into the water there 
again. 

When we got out of the bog into the 
open water, we found a lively breeze 
from the northwest, and they landed me 
at the Dingley Brook in less than an 
hour, and then kept on like a great 
white bird down towards the Cape and 
for the outlet. I stood and watched the 
boat till it was nearly halfway to Frye's 
Island, loath to lose sight of what had 
helped me to enjoy the day so much. 

A string Taking my fish, I walked home, and 

of worth- greeted mother just as the sun, went out 
of sight behind the hills of Baldwin. 
The fish were worthless, and it made me 
sweat to carry them; but I thought I 
must have something to show for the 
day spent. After exhibiting them to 
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mother and sister, and hearing the com- 
ments as to their ugliness, and much spec- 
ulation as to what their horns were for, I 
gave them to Mr. Lambard, who said 
pouts were the best of all fish after they 
were skinned. 

I have made this account of the expe- Written 
dition to please uncle Richard, who is >^«»<^^' 
an invalid, and cannot get out to enjoy 
such sport, and wished me to write and 
describe everything just as it happened, 
whether witty or silly, and give my own 
impressions. He has read my diary, and 
says it interested him, which is all the 
reward I desire. And now I add these 
lines to keep in remembrance the pecu- 
liar satisfaction I received in hearing the 
conversation, particularly of Mr. Deblois 
and Mr. Little. 

Raymond, August, 1818. 

[There were curious facts not known 
to Hawthorne which give peculiar inter- 
est to some particulars in the above 
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sketch. The present writer had some 
personal acquaintance in later years with 
both Thomas Amory Deblois and Mat- 
thias Plant Sawyer, and knows a good 
reason why the men laughed at the sally 
about "turning the fish into a pack of 
cards," — a joke of which Hawthorne 
could not see the point. "Plant" Saw- 
yer, as he was always called, was a rich 
bachelor, who was said to have acquired 
much of his wealth as "a votary of 
chance," to use his own expression. He 
had drawn large prizes in lotteries, and 
was reputed a most skillful card-player. 
He might well say that "chance had 
treated him handsomely." In the ma- 
nipulation of cards he had the skill of a 
professional juggler; and a similar dex- 
terity no doubt he displayed in puzzling 
the boys by changing the fish from one 
string to the other. The men in the 
party knew of his skill with cards, and of 
course understood and laughed at the 
allusion made by Deblois. About twenty 
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years after the expedition so graphically 
described by Hawthorne, Mr. Sawyer, 
then an old man, removed to Boston, and 
became a State Street broker. He 
owned and occupied the mansion at the 
corner of Beacon and Park streets. De- 
blois was afterward a partner in the law 
firm of Fessenden, Deblois and Fessen- 
den, the junior partner of which was the 
statesman, William Pitt Fessenden. As 
to the jews'-harp man, the late Hon. Wil- 
liam Goold informed me that he was a 
blacksmith named Goodrich, who made 
clumsy harps at his forge. If the harps 
the Jews hung on the willows were as 
large as his, Goold thought "one to a 
willow was sufficient ! " In reference to 
the invalidism of "uncle Richard," it 
may be said that Mr. Manning had been 
disabled by a carriage accident, and was 
for a long time obliged to get about his 
house in a wheel-chair.J 
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Story of C* HORTLY after the death of Syitimes 
William O the following notice of him ap- 
Symmes ^^^^^ -^ ^he Georgetown (D. C.) "Cou- 
rier." It is full of curious information, 
and suggests reasons for the mystery he 
observed in communicating the extracts 
from the diary he claimed to have in 
his possession. I am informed that the 
names of persons and places he assumed 
as aliases in his detective work are all 
recognized at Otisfield as real men and 
localities he must have been familiar with 
in his youth. In our search for the diary 
an appeal was made to the government 
detectives, and perhaps this was check- 
mated by him by means of his familiar- 
ity with that department, of which we 
then knew nothing. The obituary notice 
is here given in full, as it may help in 
the finding of the long-lost book. It was 
published early in November, 1871 : — 



POSTSCRIPT 

"Died at Pensacola, Florida, on the Obituary 
28th ultimo, William Symmes, aged sixty- ""^^^ 
six years. He was a mulatto, bom in 
Portland, Maine, his father having been 
a white man and a lawyer, the late Wil- 
liam Symmes; his mother a pure Afri- 
can. His father was in early life a tu- 
tor in Virginia, and was never married. 
When three years old the son was 
adopted by the late Captain Jonathan 
Britton, of Otisfield, Cumberland County, 
Maine, and by him given a good common 
school education. At the age of twenty- 
one he became a sailor, following the sea 
for twenty-five years, and visiting every 
part of the globe. In 1852 he drifted 
into California, remaining there eight 
years, and getting acquainted with the 
late Colonel Lafayette C. Baker, and 
was with him, under half a dozen names, 
in and about the District of Columbia 
during the war. Soldiers and others 
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self at different times by the following 
names : ' Asa Hicks/ ' Thad. Turner,' 
'Caswell's Corner/ 'Deacon Lovell/ 'Col- 
lege Swamp/ 'Deacon Hancock/ etc. 
He kept a journal during his connection 
with Baker, which will perhaps be a cu- 
riosity. His foster father. Captain Brit- 
ton, was intimate with the late General 
Samuel Fessenden, father of the late 
senator, and also with the family of the 
Two late Nathaniel Hawthorne ; and Symmes 

^TT... "S^'^ *° P^^y "^'^^ William Pitt Fessen- 
den and Nathaniel Hawthorne when they 
were striplings. He boasted within a 
few years that he was the only man at 
the seat of government with whom Sen- 
ator Fessenden would laugh and joke 
familiarly ; and that he and Hawthorne 
were the only two white boys and men 
who never by word or look offended him 
in the matter of his color. Symmes did 
not belong to the regular force of detec- 
tives, but Baker kept him as a kind of 
detective on his own men. The last two 



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years of his life he became a devoted 
Methodist, and would repeat by the half 
hour hymns from the old 'Bridgewater 
Collection,' that he said his foster mo- 
ther, Beulah Britton, taught him in his 
youth. He was also a constant reader 
of the Bible. Poor Symmes has gone. 
Since the war he has lived secluded in 
Alexandria and Georgetown, not daring 
to face openly the enemies he made 
under Baker. May he rest in peace." 

Of his life as a boy at Otisfield, Robin- 
son Cook says : " Billy was reared in 
this neighborhood, from the age of three 
to twenty years, and was a boy of fair 
intellect. He attended school at the old Symmes 
schoolhouse near the parsonage, but was '^ "^"^ 
too full of his joking to make any re- 
markable proficiency in his studies. 
When he had done going to school he 
could write a fair hand, and read and 
spell tolerably well." 

The fact that General Fessenden was 
an acquaintance of Captain Britton may 
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account for the adoption of young 
Symmes; for Fessenden came to the 
Cumberland bar before the death of the 
older Symmes, and may have taken an 
interest in the orphaned mulatto boy. 
His own son, William Pitt, was one year 
younger than Symmes, and as they grew 
up, they had many opportunities of play- 
ing together. Not only did young Fes- 
senden often visit the Sebago Lake re- 
gion, but Captain Britton represented his 
town in the Maine legislature, which 
then held its sessions at Portland, the 
home of the Fessendens. 
His an- Zechariah Symmes, the first of the 
cestry American ancestors of the subject of this 
sketch, was son and grandson of clergy- 
men who suffered in the Marian perse- 
cution. He was bom in Canterbury, in 
1599, and his father was Rev. William 
Symmes, who was ordained in 1588. He 
was first a lecturer at Atholines, London, 
but, being harassed for nonconformity, 
removed to Dunstable in 1625. In 1634 
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he came to this country in the same ship 
which brought the noted Anne Hutch- 
inson. He became pastor of the first 
church in Charlestown, Massachusetts, 
and had for assistant no less a personage 
than John Harvard, the founder of the 
college which has immortalized his name. 
He died in 1671, and for epitaph has this 
couplet : — 

" A prophet lies under this stone : 
His words shall live, though he be gone." 

His son, Zechariah, was a graduate of A race of 
Harvard, class of 1657, the first scholar '^^^'SJ"»^» 
of his class, and was a tutor in the col- 
lege for three years. He became first 
pastor of the church in Bradford in 1667, 
and died in 1707. He is spoken of as a 
man of rare ability and great physical 
endurance, as he could preach and pray 
four or five hours before an audience 
of equal "staying power." He was fol- 
lowed in the Bradford pastorate by his 
son, Thomas, who also graduated at Har- 
vard at the head of his class, in 1698, and 
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was tutor for three years. He preached 
the "election sermon" at the Old South 
in 1720. It is said of him that in preach- 
ing he magnified his office, "lifting up 
his voice like a trumpet, and preaching 
with all his might." He raised a mutiny 
in his church by insisting that the sing- 
ing should be by note and in parts, and 
carried his point. The objection was 
that the Papists sang by note, but this 
and other objections he riddled with 
satire. The excitement ran so high, we 
are told, that women fainted away when 
singing by note was first heard in the 
meeting-house. He died in 1725. The 
next Harvard graduates in the family 
were Timothy, 1733, William, 1750, and 
William, Jr., 1780, — this last being the 
Portland lawyer, whose ancestors, for six 
generations, were Puritan clergymen. It 
must be allowed that our colored friend, 
William Symmes, fourth of the name, 
the playmate of Hawthorne, came of 
good stock, and there is no occasion to 
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wonder that with little schooling he at- 
tained the literary skill shown in the let- 
ters of his given in this volume. For 
three centuries his ancestors of the name 
of Symmes were all college graduates. 



RICHARD MANNING, of Salem, iTie 
the father of Mrs. Hawthorne, -^"""'"^ 
toward the close of the last century, ac- "j^J^ 
quired possession of several thousands 
of acres of land in Cumberland County, 
Maine, mostly in what are now the tOTvns 
of Raymond and Casco. He also owned 
land in Bridgeton, Westbrook, and Port- 
land. At his death this land was not 
divided among his family, but in 1813 his 
son Robert was made attorney of the 
beirs for the management of the estate. 
His brother Richard became a resident 
jf Raymond and married Susan Dingley, a 
daughter of Captain Samuel Dingley, the 
miller mentioned in the Hawthorne notes, 
ivho was a son of the first settler in the 
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town. The management of the Manning 
lands was then given to Richard, who 
acted as attorney for all the heirs, until 
about 1 830. He died in 1 83 1, aged forty- 
seven years. 

I find by reference to the records in 
the registry of deeds in Portland that 
between the years of 1813 and 1840, 
about twelve thousand acres of land were 
sold to settlers, in lots averaging one hun- 
Deeds dred acres each. All the deeds given 
signed by between the dates mentioned were signed 
by Elizabeth C. Hathorne, as one of the 
heirs. In all cases her name is spelled 
without the " w." In the deeds given in 
1820 and 1 82 1, she is described as a resi- 
dent of Raymond. In earlier deeds she 
is made a resident of Salem, even in 
1818, when all the biographies place her 
in Raymond. Probably her residence in 
the Maine wilderness was not considered 
permanent until 1820. 

The other heirs of the estate, as shown 
in the deeds, were Miriam, Mrs. Haw- 



Mrs. 
Hathorne 



POSTSCRIPT 

thome's mother, who lived until 1831 ; 
Mary and Priscilla, her sisters, described 
as " single women," until Priscilla be- 
came the wife of John Dike ; Robert and 
Samuel, her brothers, "stage proprie- 
tors ; " and Richard Manning, " trader," 
of Raymond. Nearly all the names men- 
tioned by Hawthorne in his first note- 
book are found in these deeds. Domini- 
cus Jordan, the peddler, who told the 
ghost story, pp. 77-79, bought no less 
than seven hundred acres of the estate 
at various times. His wife was Kezia 
Dingley, a relative of Hawthorne's aunt, 
Susan Manning. The father of unfortu- 
nate Henry Jackson, Jr., who was put 
" out of the reach of mercy " by having 
his mouth kicked open (see pp. 61, 62), 
bought one hundred acres of land of 
the Manning estate in 1808. The good 
Elder Zachariah Leach, who had such 
dread forebodings as to the future of 
Jackson, was also a purchaser of these 

lands. 

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The Manning brothers owned an im- 
portant line of Eastern stages, and the 
horses of this line were at the service of 
Hawthorne in his joumeyings back and 
forth between Salem and his Maine 
home. 



Served in T X 7ASHINGT0N LONGLEY, men- 
TsTz tioned by Hawthorne on page 56, 

was an expert drummer and a teacher of 
the art, at the time when he came to the 
grist-mill. He served as drummer in a 
company, enlisted at Waterford, Maine, 
in the war of 18 12. After the war he 
settled at Raymond, on a lot purchased 
of the Mannings on the shore of Panther 
Pond. This was in the year 18 17, which 
is the probable date of the entry in the 
note-book. His son, who now lives in 
the house built by his father, informs me 
that he remembers the colored man, Wil- 
liam S)ntnmes, who called at his father's 
house in 1840. He has a more distinct 



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memory of him because, as a boy who 
had never before seen a black man, he 
was frightened. His mother lived in the 
family of Captain Jonathan Britton at the 
time when Symmes had a home there, 
and the sailor came to talk of old times. 
He is described as a man of average 
height, strongly built, and of dark color 
for a mulatto. 

The only person I find in Raymond Oneiiv- 
who remembers Hawthorne is Hezekiah '"■? '^'"' 
Lombard, who was born in i8i6,and was ^^^^ 
six years old when Mrs. Hawthorne gave 
up her residence in the town. He says 
she returned to Salem in January, 1822. 
He also remembers Symmes, who was 
in the vicinity for some years after the 
Hawthornes left. 



INDEX 



Alexandria, Va., 21, 26, 34, 

47- 
Allen, William, 20. 
" Asa Hicks," 102. 
Atholines, London, 104. 

Baker, Lafayette C, 26, 42, 87, 

loi, 102. 
Baldwin, Maine, 96, 
Berry, Major, 57. 
Bewitched Apple-tiee, The, 77- 

79- 
Bolster's Mills, Maine, 38. 
Bowdoin College, 3, X2, 20, 21. 
Bradford, Mass., 105. 
Bradley, Caleb, 46. 
Brandy Fond, 10. 
Britton, Mrs. Beulah, 103. 
Britton, Jonathan, 24, 25, 55, 

83, loz, 102, 103, 104. 
Brunswid^, Maine, 12. 

Canterbury, Eng., 104. 
" Captain Snarl," 82. 
" Caswell's Comet," 102. 
Charlestown, Mass., 105. 
" College Swamp," 102. 
Cook, Robinson, 13, 38, 53, 60, 

62, 67, 73, I03- 
Crooked River, 49. 
Cumberland County, 85. 

"Deacon Hancock," 102. 
" Deacon Lovell," loz. 
Deblois, Thomas Amory, 87, 

9'i 93-95, 2'-59' 
Dickinson, Charles (?), 83, 84, 

86, 87. 
Dike, Mrs. Friscilla, 18, 109. 
Dingley Bay, 7, 10, 52, 96. 



Dingley Brook, 7, 10, 80, 87, 

96. 
Dingley, Captain, 15, 49, 50. 
Dingley Islands, 7, 49. 
Dingley, Jacob, 46, S3i 54- 
Dingley, Joseph, 49, 67. 
Dingley, Samuel, 67, 69, 107. 
" Doctor Coodle," 82, 
Dry Mill Pond, 75. 
Dunstable, Eng., 104. 

Fessenden, William Pitt, 99, 

102, 104. 

Fessenden, Samuel, 99, 102, 

103, 104. 
Fickett, Mr., 86. 
Fields, James T., 6. 
Frye, Captain, 9. 

Frye's Island, 8, 10, 83, 89, 
96. 

Gay, March, 58. 
Gay's Pinch, 75. 
Georgetown, D. C, " Courier," 

TOO. 

Goodrich, Mr., 99. 
Goold, William, 57, 99. 
Gorham, Maine, 30. 
Gowen, James, 75. 
Great Bay, 89. 
Great Fond, 49, 51, 80, 89. 
Great Rattlesnake Pond, 7. 
Griffith, George Bancroft, 

29. 
" Gulliver's Travels," 83. 

Ham, Ben, 68, 71. 
Hanson, Mr., 87, 95. 
Harvard College, 105. 
Harvard, John, 105. 



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INDEX 



Hawthorne's Cave, lo, 51. 

Hawthorne, Elizabeth, 16, iS. 

Hawthorne, Elizabeth C, 11, 
12, X4, 20, 38, 8S, loS. 

Hawthorne, Julian, 5, 43. 

Hawthorne, Louisa, 19. 

Hawthorne, Nathaniel, auto- 
biographical sketch, 4, 5 ; boy 
life, 14; early letters^ 15-21 ; 
college life, 20, 21 ; nrst hint 
of i£ary, 22, 23 ; meets 
Synunes in Liverpool, 26, 
31-33; his verses, 29, 30; 
change of name, 33 ; receives 
note-book, 37 ! time spent in 
Maine, 45; studies with Caleb 
Bradley, 46 ; extracts from 
diary, 49-97 ; sails on lake, 
52 ; buys exhausted lamb, 57 ; 
criticises Elder Leach, 6z ; 
relieves ill-used horse, 68- 
73 ; his excursion to Muddy 
River Bog, 87-97. 

Horsebeef Falls, 30. 

How diary was lound, 35, 36. 

Hutchinson, Anne, X05. 

Images, The, 3, g, 49, 50, 51. 
Indian Graves, 29, 33. 

Jackson, Henry, Jr., 6z, xog. 
Jones, Lemuel, 75. 
Jordan Bay, 7. 
Jordan, Dominlcus, 77-79, 109. 

Knight Tragedy, 29, 31. 

Lambard, Mr., 97. 
Lathrop, George P., 45, 73. 
Leach, Zachanah, 61, 62, xog. 
Legend of Bevil^s Sermon, 75, 

76. 
Little Rattlesnake If'ond, 7. 
Little, Thomas, 87, 89, 92, 94, 

96,97. 
Lombard, Hezekiah, xix. 
Long Fond, 92. 
Longley, Washington, 56* i^o. 
Lumbermen's Raft, 80-S3. 



Manning, Miriam, x6, 19, 108. 

Manning, Miss, 18, 109. 

Manning, Richard, 8, 11, 12, 
20, 25, 28, 32» 37* 88, 97, 99. 

Manning, Mrs. Richard, 29, 
34» 39, 63, 65, 107. 

Manning, Richard C, v, 14, 
41. 

Manning, Robert, 3, 11, 14-17, 
19, 107, 109. 

March, Reuben, Si, 82. 

Mitchell, Jacob,. 58. 

" Mr. Higginbotham's Catas- 
trophe," 79. 

Muddy River, 8, 10, 88, 90. 

Muddy River Bog, 87, 90. 

Nat's Rock, 8. 

Old South, 106. 
Otisfield, Maine, 34, 92, 100, 
xoz, X03. 

Panther Pond, 7, 110. 
Patch, John, 59. _ 
Patch, Capt. Levi, 60. 
Fensacola, Fla., 26, loi. 
Pike, Dominions, 79. 
Portland, Maine, 24, 27, 55, 

10 1, 104. 
" Portland Transcript," 22, 26, 

Presumpscot River, 30, 
Fulxiit Rock, 8, 74, 75, 76. 

Radoux, Francis, X2, X3, 35, 

39» 41. 
Rattlesnake Mountain, 7, 33, 

52, 89. 
Raymond, Maine, x, 3, 6, 11, 

rs, ifr-19, 24, 27, 33-35, 40, 

50, 107. 
Raymond Cape, 6, 15, 961 
Ring, Mr., 49, 50, 53. 
" Rub-a-dub," 82. 

Salem, Mass., 3, 4, xi, x2, X4- 

19. 
Saturday Pond| 60. 



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INDEX 



Sawyer, Matthias Plant, 871 
91. 94. 95. 98. ?9. 

Scnbner, Col. Eben, 32. 

Sebago Lake, 2, 4-101 49, 104. 

Shane, Mrs., 56. 

Shane, Samuel, 56, 66. 

Shaw, Daniel, 29. 

Small, Edmund B., 35, 40, 41. 

Small's Brook, 75. 

Songo River, 10, 49. 

Stroudwater, Westbrook, 45. 

Symmes, Thomas, 105. 

Symmes, Timothy, 106, 

Symmes, William, ist, 104. 

Symmes, William, 2d, io6. 

Symmes, William, 3d, 24, 106. 

Symmes, William, 4th, 8, 9, 
22-24 ) his first letter to 
"Transcript," 27-33; meets 
Hawthorne in Salem and 
Liverpool, 31; 34 ; second 
letter to "Transcript," 35- 
39 ; obtains diary, 36 ; ef- 
forts to find him, 41 ; he dies 
and the book is lost, 43 ; 



third letter to " Transcript,** 

47, 48; 84, 86, 87, loo-iii. 
Symmes, Zechariaii, ist, 104. 
Symmes, Zechariah, 2d, 105. 

Tarbox, Betsey, 29, 32, 34, 63, 

65. 
Tarbox Tragedy, The, 9, ig, 

29,64, 65. 
Tarkill Hill, 75. 
" Thad. Turner," 102. 
Thomas Fond, 7, 8, 27, 28, 32, 

Thompson, Mr,, 82, 83, 
Turner, Henry, 59. 
Twenty-Fifth Maine, 35. 

Watkins, Jacob, 27, 65, 66. 

West, Mr., 75, 76. 

White, Enoch, 87, 88, 93, 94, 

White, Petei\ 49, 50, 51-53. 93- 
Windham, Maine, 30, 49, 87. 
Windham Hill, 87, 92, 93. 
Wood, Mr., 8z. 



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